lipad lang pare!

bella's lullaby.

2008-10-26T07:09:00.000-07:00

i am currently listening to bella's lullaby (a twilight soundtrack) which kaleg emailed me a while ako.

and it gives me goosebumps...

why am i missing this wrong person that i shouldn't miss!? (ang labo lang eh, pero non judgmental friends, alam kong alam niyo kung sino yung tinutukoy ko.)

CHARISSE RESUMA! WE NEED TO BOND! HAHA.

Alam ko, matanda na ako. May sarili akong buhay. May sarili akong desisyon. Pero paano ba malalaman ang tama o mali? Or, may tama o mali nga ba? Or nagdedepend nalang yun sa kung ano yung choice na pinili ko?

Nakakapraning kapag napapa isip ako ng mga bagay bagay. This is all too much.

Is it all too soon too?

Dahil diyan, kailangan ko ng kausap.

Kailangan ko ng mahabanggg usapan with anyone who will understand how I feel without judgement.

Bakit dati, I'm so sure. Bakit ngayon, I'm not so sure with a lot of things na.

Is it normal to reach this confused phase? i just really need someone to talk to.. Nakakapraning kasi pag mag-isa ka lang lagi at walang kausap, kung anu-anong mga bagay ang pumapasok sa isip mo. Hahaha! CORE REUNION AGAIN PLEASE? NABITIN AKO EH. :D

THANKS NON JUDGMENTAL FRIENDS. Kilala niyo na kung sino kayo. :)

such a sem that was...

2008-10-22T03:33:00.000-07:00

Because 1st sem of my Junior year was the busiest, most haggard yet most fulfilling and unforgettable sem yet...

home is where the heart is.
these people add more and more reasons why
i love UPLB! :)

the shirt says it all.

cemplangan 2008: the first time is always the sweetest time.
muntik pang hindi matuloy yan.

because of cemplangan, I lost a love life.
but as what they said, everything happens for a reason and in exhange of that lost
came sooo many sweetest blessings and events and wonderful people I grew closeR with.

nothing beats the adrenaline of attending cemplangan opening and jes finals in one night.
imagine sustaining your energy for solid 12 hours. (6pm-6am and then someeee)
walang tulugan. walang pahinga.
usong-uso yun.

last-minute getaways are usually the ones that push through.
and studying in UPLB where pansol (the home of many resorts) is just minutes away spells nothing but FUN!

bitchmates love forever.
i fell in love with these two and now nothing can separate us three apart. (weh anu daw?! hahaha)
i love you erick and kalegs!
you made my elbi nights sooo alive and unbelievably loud (with all that tsismis and lait! HAHA)

this was the night that started it all.
ito yung 1st night dun sa 3 nights in a row nating inom
3's the lucky charm nga talaga!:)

delivering under pressure: KAPEHAN SA CEM

what is more awesome than having two major events in ONE week?
being the head of a major activity
and representing your org for ms. cemplangan
such a week that was.
hands down most haggardesssss week of my college life.

i'm sorry for all my bitchyness that week: tantrums, screams, tears,
pressuring other people to work, barking orders here and there.

at the end of day, we were just all relieved to finally have this thing over!
there's always room for improvement and we all know that by heart.

to my KAPEHAN TEAM: thank you much! :)

the beginning.
this started it all. HAHA.
nagsimula sa building chemistry. :)

KAHIHIYAN! =)) =))
Joshua: Anne, bakit hindi ka pa gumagalaw?
Anne: Wait, bakit ganun yung tugtog? Di ata yan eh.
HAHAH!

the slip-ups and mishaps, the dangerous boots, the unstable platform,
the talent presentation cut short, the drama, the announcement of winners,
the blissful ecstacy the came after.
PRE-PAGEANT. September 5, 2008

jes royalty
for 5 straight years, hail to JES for bringing home the title once again!
excuse me, sana may crown! :))

7 years of winning tradition. keep it comming.
4 straight years of being OVER-ALL cemplangan champions!

who says everybody's sleeping at 2:20 am?
good girls...remained good girls. HAHA!

drunk. and gay.
ang malakas magyayang uminom sa umpisa, kadalasang bagsak sa huli.
agm1 girls forever.

with my two of favorite people! :)
KARLA LEGASPI and MIGUEL MALANA!

finding a new love: IC's mocha crem! :)

ending the sem right with my las pinas homies (with erick the birthday boy)

3 more sems to go...

the final bow.

2008-09-28T03:55:00.000-07:00

"Pero I told myself pag naming kami ni pthree, kami na. Di ko na siya pagpapalit. That's final."

And it takes one single text message from him to finally move on.

You can never throw away three years. Well, technically five years because I've known this person since 2003 and we were never really just friends. Pasensya na, kailangan ko lang talagang isulat ito, once and for all. Para sa lahat ng taong concerned, involved, humahanga, nagdadasal, nagtatanong, curious, o simpleng nakikitsismis lang talaga, para sa inyo ito.

IT'S ALL OVER.

And I have this scared feeling that it is really over for good.

Mahirap. Masakit. Pero kailangan kong tanggapin na this is the best thing to do right now. Sabi nga nila, kung puro away nalang ang nangyayari sa isang relationship, it's better to end it nalang. Bakit ko ba kasi pinipilit lagi? Siguro nasanay lang akong andiyan siya. At nasanay lang din lahat ng tao sa paligid namin na andiyan kaming dalawa.

Pag wala siya, hinahanap hanap ko siya. Pag andiyan siya, nababaliwala ko lang siya.

All I could really offer was love, but then again, love is not enough.

I'm writing this with tears flowing down my eyes because, is it really over? I guess so. I believe so. I should learn to think so.

I have nothing but praises for you. Yung statement ko na 'you're the greatest man i know' (syempre bukod kay daddy) still holds true. You are one of the few people I know who has a good heart with the purest intentions. And siguro, if there's any consolation, I feel proud na minsan sa buhay mo, minahal mo ako, ng sobra sobra.

Salamat sa pagiging parte ng isa sa pinaka masayang bahagi ng buhay ko. Ikaw ang nagturo sa akin kung paano magmahal at kung anu ang pagmamahal. Salamat sa lahat ng efforts mo. Minsan pag binabalikan ko, I feel that I'm not worthy of such. You deserve someone much better than I am at siguro napansin na yun ni Lord kaya siya na gumawa ng paraan para matigil na pagtitiis mo sa akin. You deserve all the greatness in this world, and I feel that I am not capable of giving you such. Siguro kung dumating man yung oras na kaya ko na pantayan yung efforts mo sa akin, wala ka na sa tabi ko. At yun na nga yung mangyayari.

Pero seryoso, minahal naman kita ng tunay. Yun nga lang, I always fall short. Sa effort, sa time, sa lahat. I'm sorry. I'm sorry hindi ko mapantayan yung level mo. I'm sorry matigas ang ulo ko, pasaway ako, lagi akong naglilihim, lagi kitang inaaway at tinatarayan. I'm sorry for not being the perfect girlfriend for you. I'm sorry lagi nalang ako nagttry at nagppromise, di ko naman magawa. Sorry sa lahat ng sakit sa ulo na nabigay ko sayo. Pasensya ka na sa tantrums ko. Pero salamat kasi ang tiyaga mo, imagine, nagtagal tayo, eh ang pasaway ko.

Salamat kay Lord pinahiram ka niya sa akin kahit ilang taon lang. I will never get tired of telling stories about 'us'. Alam kong purgang purga na ang mga tao dahil wala naman akong ibang bukambibig kundi ikaw. Siguro yun yung way ko of showing na mahal kita, yun nga lang siyempre hindi mo nakikita at nararamdaman kasi wala ka naman pag pinagmamalaki kita sa iba.

I will love you forever and sana maintindihan ng lahat na hindi ka na mapapalitan sa puso ko. Iba yung impact mo sa akin eh. Yung tipong kahit iba yung makatuluyan ko, makkwento pa rin kita. Yung ganun. Ang cute kaya. Ako natutuwa ako kasi naging ganun yung epekto mo sa akin. Sinabi ko naman sayo dati, I don't know lang kung naaalala mo pa, forever ka na sa heart ko whatever man ang mangyari sa atin. At seryoso ako dun.

***
BOY: Mahal mo pa ba ako?

GIRL: Nung nakita kita kanina, oo. You can't throw away 3 years. It will take time to fall out of love. Pero pag binabasa ko yung mga txts nating nag-aaway dati, di na talaga magwwork out ang relationship natin. Naniniwala akong kung tayo talaga, our paths will cross again someday. God will find a way.

Sana oo nalang yung nireply ko diba. Para natapos na lang. Masyado pa akong madaming sinabi eh.

It's time to finally move on and continue with our separate lives.

And,

I love you, that's it.

Ang gaan gaan ng feeling...

2008-09-26T23:28:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATIONS UPJES FOR BEING THE OVER-ALL CHAMPIONS IN THE RECENTLY CONCLUDED CEMPLANGAN 2008! :)

You truly can't hide your pride if you're a JES member.

Super mamimiss ko ang ating mga sleepless nights, preparations for talent's night, ang pagccheer during basketball games, dinner after ng games, bonding moments, waaaa I miss cemplangan moments already. :(

***
Sembreak is barely 3 weeks away and I'm keeping my fingers crossed na wala sana akong subject na masabit ngayong sem. The pre-fi in eco103 is on thursday na and I have to get a score of 56 to pass the subject. WAAAA!!! It feels like math17 all over again! Hahaha! Lord, please... kahit hindi na ako ma US,CS or HR, wag ko lang talaga ulitin yung subject na un.. super CELEBRATION na!!! Ngayon lang ako kinabahan ng ganito sa isang econ subject, waaa. Malampasan ko lang talaga ito.. GANAP NA AKONG ECON STUDENT! Haha! :)

I'm SUPPEEER excited na mag sembreak. Hopefully, WORRY-FREE sembreak. Hehehe. Can't wait for the JES sem-ender. We're gona beach ourselves! Weeee... diet? Anu un? Hahaha! Tapos na ako sa phase na un. Ok lang magkaroon ng malaking tiyan, matatago sa picture un. Haha!

I superdeeeduper miss CORE! :'( Waaaaa! Let's drews ourselves na please? I HAVE SO MANY STORIES TO SHARE! Sembreak pakibalisan mo na nga.. huhuhu!

I miss Karen Nogaliza, Paula Fae Caguingin, Roanne Aujero, Bea Lasala, Chuchi Resuma, Justinne Young, Febby Gervacio, Marloe de Gracia, and Lawrence Lorico. (Mara wag ka na, magkasama na tayo gabi-gabi. Hahaha!)

Also, my brother's gonna be home na this sembreak! I think (Haha). He's gonna be back home from being away since June! Waaaa! Also, some of my relatives from States are going to be here for a while! Weee. Hectic sembreak! I LOVE! I can't waiiiiiiiiittttt nnaaaaaa!!!

Wag na mag-aral! UYYY. Di pwede un! ACADS MODE DAPAT! READ THAT. DAPAT!

***
Masaya ako lately. Unexpected turn of events. Accidentally inlove? Uy, wag ganun. Hahaha!
I feeeeeeel so high school all over again! I haven't been this kilig in a while and I'm loving the feeling! God knows kung magiging permanent nga siya or for now lang. Basta ang kanta ko.. 'one step at a time, there's no need to rush.' HAHAHAHA! I'm sooo gay! =))

I'm just waiting for the right time to fix some things, to sort everything out. Yung, perfect timing. May perfect moment na eh. Perfect timing nalang! Hahaha! Hopefully, everything will fall into place. *happy sigh* :X

CEMPLANGAN '08

2008-09-11T01:03:00.000-07:00

CEMPLANGAN TALENT'S NIGHT NA BUKAS! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Hindi ko na kinakaya ang kabog sa dibdib at nginig sa tuhod ko.

Sabi nga ni Kalegs sa opening prayer nung GA, Lord may we endure the remaining time left and unite as one. Whatever the result may be, we offer it in Your holy name. Amen. We played the game nice and fair. It all boils down to thiiis.

ALAM MO YUNG PRESSURE??? Go for over-all champion parin. SAY UPJES FIGHT!

Sa kakatili ko dahil sa pagkapressure, nawalan tuloy ako ng boses. HAHAHA! Goodluck naman kung paano ako magsasalita bukas dba? Ako na talaga ang ganap na bakla sa husky voice ko! HAHAHA!

Lord, kayo na po ang bahala sa amin. AMEN!

and then I died.

2008-09-08T03:42:00.000-07:00

To put into words how I'm feeling lately, let me just quote what Febby had commented on my friendster page recently...

"Pleaaaseee, don't let this feeling enndddd. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA."

Kasama talaga yung BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA kasi ganung ganun talaga yung feeling ko ngayon eh.
Haha!

Call me cheesy or baduy or so elementary, I DON'T CARE. I just want to write down this feeling because I know it will not last long. KNOWING ME! HAHA! It's a 'one time big time feeling' and I'm so laughing at myself for feeling so giddy and jumpy and shrieky all the time. Blame it to... KALEGS AND ERICK! Hahahaha! I have found love with them! MGA BAKLA KAMING TATLO!

I am 19 years old. I have been judged for 19 years; criticized badly and labled wrongly all my life. I have accepted every word thrown at me SERIOUSLY that's why I get hurt. Kung hindi ako nasasaktan, ibig sabihin noon I'm being fake with my feelings. Goes to show I can be one of the most genuine person you'll ever meet because I don't ever fake my feelings. Say something and I'll react. I always react. I always do.

Ito nalang ang sasabihin ko, mahal ko ang mga taong nakakakilala sakin ng TUNAY. There's nothing wrong with judging a person as long as MAY BASIS PO SANA TAYO SA MGA PINAGSASABI NATIN. Sometimes, yung impact ng mga sinasabi natin sa ibang tao, life long ang effect. And for 19 years I have been so emotional when it comes to what other people think of me.

But just this once...

Walang ibang tao.

Ako lang.

This is my life and nobody EVER has the right to make me feel inferior of myself. Ito ang lagi kung tinuturo sa reporting. And it's about time na i-apply ko naman siguro sa sarili ko yung tinuturo ko.

Now, I'm giving myself this time to just freely...fall. UYYY JOKE LANG! =))

I have every right to feel the feeling that I'm feeling right now.

Without hesitations.

Akala niyo naman kung anong seryosong feeling yun? Hindi ko sasabihin! Secret! Hahahaha! Basta, I'm happy. And I'm happy to be happy. I haven't felt just plain happy until recently. Wala lang, walang reason. Maybe because wala lang. Alam niyo yun? Wala lang talaga kung bakit ako masaya? Walang explanation, walang reason, walang meaning, walang specific reason. Sometimes it's better to be happy about random things than be happy over ONE single thing because what if you lost that ONE thing. Dba?

Find your happiness. Find your happiness in simplest things, like what I'm doing.

And yes, I am setting you free.

and I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve

2008-09-06T09:39:00.000-07:00

When I said that august would be hell month, I was exaggerating.

BUT HECK AUGUST REALLY WAS HELL!!!

*deep breath*

So I survived my hell-est-est month so far. I didn't know how I managed to juggle cemplangan, kapehan sa cem, mr. &ms. cemplangan preparations, exams every week, reports, and a lot of things in between! Wheeew! Of course not all the results are favorable, kasi taeng may bagsak akong major. HUHUHU! I'm so...so.. stupid for not studying that exam! HAHAHA! Ayan tuloy may delikado pa ako subject! I'm gonnaaaa die! Hahaha!

Ohwell, still aim high. Go for CS nalang. :)) Pababa ng pababa ang standards ko ah! Hahaha! Sorry, I'm really having a hard time in macro econ. I like micro better. KAYA PA YAN! Kahit tres lang wag lang umulit! Dba dba? :)

Wuuuu, last week of Cemplangan na! UPJES FIGHT!!!!!!!!!! :)

After cemplangan, I promise to resume to super acads mode!

*
I see you
And I'm waiting to make my move
But I'm scared
And I know that you got
Better things to do
I'll touch your hand
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
It's cliche I know
But baby it's the price we pay
To get the things we've wanted
To get the things we've left behind
It's what you've wanted
What you needed
What you've always dreamt about
Don't take another step
And don't breathe another breath
Unless you're coming back to me

pretty please.

2008-08-04T07:06:00.000-07:00

August will be hell month.

Lord, help me please.

Bloody exams, presentations, script writing, readings, exercises, field trips and research.
Cemplangan preparations, KAPEHAN activity, NYLC promotions, ME time, ANNETONIO time and of course my favorite, SLEEPING TIME. Whew! Talk about Busy with a capital B! Hahaha!

SEMBREAK NA PLEASE!

Hell week starts next week with a long exam in Nasc7! FIGHT! I'm so excited to study animal behavior! (Sarcasm here! Haha!) I have to focus and remain committed to my goal to be a U.S. (Kahit C.S. nalang pala I'll take it na! Ang hirap na ng accounting at ng eco103 eh!:P) Goodluck! Fight 'till the end! (waaaaaht? hahaha!)

***

I want to watch The Dark Knight again on the big screen! REPEAT! I love Joker! He's my 2nd favorite comic character na after Peter Parker! I want to watch it again! Once was just not enough!

I haven't been updating this blog for the longest time. Hey, I've been busy! Sorry na ha! *wink* I really haven't done anything in cyber world except acad-related stuff and facebook! Certified Facebook Addict award goes to mmeeeeee! Hahaha!

May narinig akong kanta tungkol sa LB LIFE! ANG CUTE!!! :) Kailangan ko makakuha ng copy nun! Hahaha! I just realized na I really wanted to teach after college. Kahit one year lang. Okay goodluck naman dahil una, kailangan graduate with honors ako to qualify sa teaching profession sa UP at pangalawa, payagan naman kaya ako ng mga magulang ko? Haha!

I can smell graduation! Ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Hahahaha! =))

Atleast I know I'm more than half-way there! 6 units advanced ako bakit ba? HAHAH!

Goodluck sa eco103 ko! Shet hindi lang ata ilong ko dumudugo sa is-lm-bop curve na yan eh. Hahaha!

Lahat ng kalbaryo, may rainbow after! (Paniiis!)

PS. I NEED MONEY! MANY MONEY! HAHAHAH!

maiba lang.

2008-07-11T07:16:00.000-07:00

Lahat nalang ng presyon ng mga bilihin ngayon NAGMAMAHAL!

Noong highschool, sa tatlong piso mo may half rice ka na. Akalaing mong ngayon, 9 pesos na ang isang whole rice!

Dati rin, sa pagkakatanda ko (pero feeling ko medyo exaggerated ata eh kasi pinagtatalunan namin ng kuya ko 'to lagi. haha) 7 pesos lang yung diesel noon. Tapos yung mga unleaded at premium na gas eh naglalaro lang sa 13-15 pesos. Nung bata pa kasi ako, lagi akong sinasama ng daddy ko pag nagpapa gas siya (well, daddy's girl eh.:P). Promise, 7 pesos lang talaga yung naaalala ko. Pero sabi ng mga kuya ko exag daw yun, mga 20pesos lang daw yung naabutan nila. Ehhh... 7 talaga. Hahaha. Pero naman, magkano na ba ang presyo ng krudo ngayon? Diba sabi sa news all time high na nga daw siya ngayon binebenta sa world market? Nakita ko yung Shell V-power na gas na ginagamit ni dadi 61.35 na. sheeet. Makatarungan ba?

Pero nakakatawa lang, kahit anong bilis ng taas ng presyo ng gas, di pa rin niya matumbasan ang presyo ng Starbucks. Sorry naman sa Starbucks ha, 140 pesos ang frap at may latte na 95 pesos. Sa pilipinas lang ata yung mas mahal pa ang isang baso ng kape kaysa sa isang litro ng gas. (ata, kasi hindi ko na maalala yung price ng gas at Starbucks sa HK at US, kasi dun pa lang sa mga bansang iyon ako pwede magkumpara kasi dun palang yung may first-hand experience ako. SHET waht!? HAHA)

bilang isang ekonomista..

Yuck. Asa, feeling intellectual. HAHA.

Seryoso na kasi.

Yung mga terms na naririnig nating lahat sa news na tunog jargon sa iba tulad ng inflation, peso depreciation/appreciation, hoarding, kartel, etc. ay hindi na iba sa akin at siguro naman aking maipapaliwanag ng maayos. Pero hindi yun yung point ko.

Ngayong sem, dahil masyado na akong advanced sa units mayroon na akong elective na subject para sa mga Development Economics major at ito yung Econ191 or Special Topics na ang tanging nagtuturo ay ang dean lang naman ng College of Economics and Management na si Prof. Cabanilla.

Yung isa sa pinaka unang point na itinuro sa amin ay ang dahilan ng pagkakaroon ng pagkaka-iba iba ng "performance" ng mga bansa na 25 years ago ay masasabing magkaka level lang (in terms of its economic performance). Hindi ko na siya masyadong i-eexplain kasi pati yung ilong ko baka dumugo rin. Hahaha. Sasagutin ko nalang agad kung ano yung reason na sinabi ni Sir. Based sa isang illustration ng mga main players na nakaka inlfuence sa isang bansa, sa POLITY nagkakaroon ng pagkaka iba iba. Yung polity, simply put, ay yung mga grupo ng tao o uri ng society na mayroon sa isang bansa. Kung aling grupo ng tao ang may pinaka malaking impluwensya, yun kadalasan ang magdidikta ng mga polisya na iimplement ng gobyerno na magrereflect sa ekonomiya ng bansa. Kung sa Singapore ay disiplinado ang mga tao, hindi kataka-takang napalayo na nila kung ikukumpara sa Pilipinas nating mahal.

Sa Pilipinas kaya, sino ba ang mga pinaka impluwensyal na tao? At ANONG KLASE ba ng mga tao ang nagpapatupad ng mga polisya na DAPAT AY NAKAKABUTI sa ating bansa.

Hindi na ako magsasalita kasi alam nating lahat ang kasagutan sa tanong na ito.

Ang mga mayayaman, lalong yumayaman.
Ang mga mahihirap, lalong nababaon sa hirap.

Sa tingin niyo ba, ano ang mararating ng pamilyang may kita lang ng 200 pesos sa isang araw?

Hindi kataka-taka na blockbuster ang pila sa NFA rice.

Hindi rin kataka-taka na mag-isip ang simpleng Juan Dela Cruz kung bakit nangyayari ang mga bagay na ito.

and the feeling that makes me fall madly inlove.

2008-07-07T23:52:00.000-07:00

School's still surprisingly bearable at this time. It's been almost a month and I survived a few quizzes and research and a homework that entails me to buy a potato at the nearby palengke in Raymundo for show and tell on one of my subjects. And yes, since a wrote on my previous blog that I'm aiming to be a university scholar this sem, I got pissed at myself for getting an 8/10 on our last quiz in Nasc7. (HAHAHA! OMG! I MISSED BEING GC!:P)

I haven't really blogged religiously about my day to day encounter with the world. I've been meaning and wanting to write about some stupid stuff and experiences the moment I get hold of a pen and paper but still nothing. It's just that I'm too damn lazy to write and construct proper sentences. Hahahaha! I promise to update you more blog buddy. I'll tryyyy! :P

Yay, it stopped raining already so I can go home. I was just really killing time so I decided to blog! Hahaha! I'll update you more soon. :P

I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you.

take time to realize.

2008-06-20T23:54:00.000-07:00

Because everybody blogged about their first days in school...

Well, there was really nothing to blog about my first week back in school except that I got lost twice! TWICE! I was feeling like a new freshman all over again! *cough*cough* Junior na kaya ako! *cough*cough*

On my very first day in school I got lost in the middle of College of VetMed. Haha! Sorry naman ha, first time ko mapadpad sa lugar na yun! And on the third day of classes, I looked for my classroom in SPAN1 for 20mins! Solid! I was running back and forth from Hum to Ncas! ANG INIT INIT!!! Thank goodness we didn't had classes then because I was sooo tired from all that running! (Hey, I'm getting old! :P) Why would they print the wrong room assignment in our form5? Soooo darn confusing! Ohwell!

I am so thrilled to have a language elective already and this sem I have a Spanish class! Our Senora (Uyyyyy!) is speaking to us in Spanish already! Hello, speak english please! (Literally!) I learned something new on our first meeting though.

iHay pregunta? (Are there any questions?)

No, no, hay pregunta! (No, no question!)

BONGGA! Ganap na ganap na ang pagiging mestiza ko! LAKAS! =)) =)) =))

My mindset for this sem is to be a UNIVERSITY SCHOLAR! NO EXCUSES! It's an order to myself to work my butt off and study HARD! Focus focus! Self-management! Setting of priorities! Yes, I need all that sh*t stuff now. Hahaha. Goodluck! A College Scholar could do na rin! Di naman ako choosy! =)) Seriously, I'm all ACADS MODE this sem! Goodluck! Cabanilla-Ragudo-Prime combination of Professors! WOOHOO! Grandslam talaga eh!

***
I watched Made of Honor a while ago with my dear Tracky and I liked the movie (and the soundtrack too)! :) Go McDreamy! The story's really predictable and all but I liked it! Scotland is a breathe of fresh air! Hahahaha! Cool Scottish traditions! :P

home is where the heart is.

2008-06-10T20:14:00.000-07:00

Dahil muli na namang magbabalik eskwela sa susunod na linggo, aking ibabahagi ang nakakatuwang trivia para sa lahat ng estudyante ng unibersidad ng pilipanas-los banos. :) Lahat ng mga naka italicized lang yung nakakarelate ako. Yung iba ancient na ata hindi ko na inabot or yung iba hindi ko lang talaga alam pa. He he he. :)

Taga-UPLB ka kung...

1. Kilala mo si Mang Pogs.

2. Nalilito ka kung saan nakalagay ang banga ni Mariang Banga. - Sa ulo niya? Haha.

3. Tubig na lang ang tingin mo sa gin. - May mga kilala akong ganun pero hindi ako ganun! :))

4. Ginamit mong reviewer ang mga old exams para sa mga midterms, prefi at finals sa math, stat, chem, physics, eco etc.

5. Hindi ka sumasagot ng UP (yupeee) kapag tinanong ka kung saan ka graduate. Sagot mo elbi.

6. Kilala mo yung professor na nagbi-bike ng naka-barong na kupas.

7. Ok lang pumasok sa mga klase kahit naka pambahay/pantulog attire ka. - Freedom pare! :))

8. Nagtanong si manong driver ng "may animal ba dyan?", at may sumagot ng "meron po" ay di ka natawa.

9. Nagtanong uli si manong driver ng "may mens ba dyan?", at may sumagot uli ng "meron po" ay di ka natawa.

10. Di ka nahihiyang magbitbit ng malaking payong.

11. Pagkatapos mong magbakasakali kay Mang Pogs, diretso ka na kay Mr. Midnight .

12. Bumibili ka ng blue book sa Coop.

13. Alam mong hindi pwedeng ibato ang Batong Malaki.

14. Nung pinanood mo ang movie ni aga at regine na shot at elbi (sa may gaygay gowns) at nagtawag ng taxi si regine e nagtawanan kayo ng mga taga-LB at clueless ang iba. - Hindi ko alam yung movie pero alam kong walang taxi sa LB! HAHAHA.

15. Alam mo kung nasaan ang White House.

16. May tanline ka ng tsinelas.

17. Alam mong mas masarap ang pancit canton na niluto sa 'heater cup'

18. Sanay ka maglakad.

19. Thursday night ang gimik night mo.

20. Alam mo na ang pinakamalaking banyo ay ang Ellen's Fried Chicken, at Sizzler's ang tinitingalang kainan.

21. Kilala mo sina Saniano Boy at Girl.

22. Alam mo kung nasaan ang "Johnson".

23. Alam mo ang kaibahan ng dalawang Flatrocks.

24. Kaya mong pumasok ng hindi naliligo.

25. Alam mong si Carasus at Pegabao ay iisa.

26. Alam mong ok lang na pumunta sa Maahas.

27. Tumatambay ka sa APEC para mag inom.

28. Alam mo kung nasaan ang Fertility Tree, Kwek Kwek Tower, at ang Templo ni Bruce Lee.

29. Tuloy ang klase kahit signal number 3 na.

30. Alam mo kung saan ang pilahan ng jeep papuntang IRRI, Forestry, o kaya ay Jamboree...

31. Hindi ka kumakain ng buko pie. - Kumakain naman pero kapag may nagdadala lang sa amin! HAHA.

32. Alam mo na bago pa man nauso ang unli rice sa Tokyo Tokyo, marketing strategy na ito ng Salad Country.

33. Hinahanap-hanap mo ang chocolate cake sa Mer-Nel's.- Sobrang tamis kaya pero grandslam birthday cake ng bayan ang Mer-Nel's :)

34. Alam mong bawal tumawid sa UPLB Gate(main), muLa Guard House papuntang harap ng Carabao Park ...

35. Alam mong may oras lang na pwede kumain sa IRRI pag di ka IRRI employee.

36. Sanay ka maglagay ng Knorr Seasoning sa kanin.

37. Alam mong ang hanging bridge ay di talaga naka hang..

38. Alam mong hindi lang dalawang pulgada ang layo ng Bayog sa Anos.

39. Kapag nate-take mo na di magpalit ng pants hanggang ilang araw.

40. Alam mo kung nasaan ang tatlong Ellen's fried chicken sa LB. - Hindi ko ito alam!!! :))

41. Apektado ka sa pagsasara ng IC's

42. Pag may sakit ka, hindi ka pupunta "infirmary" except lang pag kukuha ka ng excuse slip. - infirmatay... :P

43. Marami kang alam na ghost stories, sa ilag's, sa men's dorm, sa faculty village, sa may social garden etc...

44. Pag umihi ka na sa gilid ng SU (tuwing feb fair). - HAHA! Uuwi nalang akong apartment!

45. Alam mo na ang tunog ng pillbox.

46. Kilala mo si "manang slow"..

47. Hindi mo na naabutan ang Vega mall at Robinson's.

48. Taga elbi ka kapag mas gusto mong tumambay pag feb fair kesa manood ng kung anuman sa stage.

49. Kaya mong i-identify ang specie at subspecie ng bawat punong nadadaanan mo. - Grabe di naman ako forestry... :P

50. Alam mo na ang shortest way sa papuntang st. therese from Hum ay ang dirt road...

51. Alam mo kumbaket maraming natatalisod sa raymundo gate.

52. Hindi mo kailangan ng rason para uminom ... hindi mo na rin keilangan ng mesa pag iinom (... hindi mo na rin minsan kailangan ng baso ) - Para sa mga taong adik! Ha ha ha.

53. Alam mo kung nasaan ang Soils.

54. Mas trip mo mag-redhorse kesa mag San Mig Light. - Bakit puro inom? Napaghahalata! Hindi ako umiinom ng beer! At lalong ayoko ng redhorse. =))

55. Di naman natuloy ay binalak mong umakyat ng peak two.

56. Nakakita ka ng snow pag summer (yun yung bulak na nagkalat sa campus... kapok). - Alam ko yun!

57. Handa mong gawin ang lahat pag nag-peprereg ka makakuha ka lAng ng slot sa subject na yon (lalo na pag GE). - AGREE AGREE AGREE!!! :D

58. Alam mo kung saan makakabili ng masarap na proven at chicken skin

59. Alam mong ang devcom ay dating under ng ca.

60. Mas enjoy mo ang gimik sa apartment compared to bars and restos.

61. Alam mong ang "audi" at DL Umali Hall ay iisa. - May NCAS audi na!

62. Alam mong may gasolinahan sa loob ng campus (sa likod ng CEAT).

63. Sineryoso mo na kailangan may kasama kang date pag drill night.

63. Alam mo kung nasaan ang Ilag's, Raymundo's at Catalan.

64. Dismissed ka na pero sa elbi ka pa rin nakatira.

65. Alam mo kung nasaan ang Batcave.

66. Gusto mong pasabugin ang PhySci building.

67.Alam mong ang LB Square ay dating vacant lot na puro talahib. - Naririning ko lang sa kwento.

68. Nakapanood ka na ng sine sa Agrix. (at may lalabas sa ibaba ng screen na nakasulat sa acetate, e.g. --- "__________, your mother is waiting for you at the lobby." HAHAHA!) - HINDI KO ITO ALAM! HAHAHA.

***

this one's for you.

2008-06-01T08:29:00.000-07:00

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth

'Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

On the side of me - Corrinne May
***
yay!
ANNETONIO forever. move over KIMERALD! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! =))

I was joking you know. Hahahaha. :P

i still haven't found what i'm looking for.

2008-05-27T18:10:00.000-07:00

david COOK won so season 7 of american idol IS my favorite season so far! oh yes! :)

***

I was finally able to BEACH myself last weekend and it was sooo much fun. I only wished the sun showed up so we could TAN ourselves. Hahaha. I talk like this ALL the time and it's fun. Try it. :P Try yourselves. Hahaha.

Best conversations happen when everybody's all drunk and wild talaga. Our noise is so loud it feels like there's an earthquake! Oh no, China? Haha. Seriously guys. We should learn how to CONTAIN ourselves. Hahahahaha. Someday when I'm filthy rich, I'm gonna buy my own island. So we could like hang out there and make the loudest noise we human beings are capable of. Hahahaha. PLUS, we can sexy time like nobody's watching coz' we have AN ISLAND ALL BY OURSELVES! Yeah! The core rocks. And I'm proud to be vice-president for ALE. (Academics and Liquid Excretion.) HAHAHAHAH.

And syempre, happying happy naman ako kasi I'm with tracky! Yeah! Honorary member of the core who all taught us that LOVE IS EVERYTHING! :)

So guys, no more bitterness. No more expectations. Just some lovin'. Weeeeeeeeee. :D My Seton memories will always be THE BOMB! :P

***

I'm missing summer classes already and I do not have any regret whatsoever that I was able to summer class myself. (Okay, I should stop talking like this... :P) PI 100 was the best class ever. I'm gonna miss you guys!(B2 and ma'am beng!) Too bad we didn't had the time to plan for our sem-ender. :'( Why not a sem-starter guys? And I am so for that class shirt! Yeah! :) And the icing on the cake for me was that I got a grade of 1.25 on that class! WOAH! :D I was sooo surprised. I crammed (again) that take home exam and by some twist of fate I managed to emerge as the highest. (emerge talaga eh nuh? hahaha) I know I could've gotten a flat one if I studied hardER on quizzes and participated more on class discussions but heck, I will take 1.25 any time. Bleh, less GC na ako. Hahaha.

I have a lighter load next sem and it's going to be baboy mode for me again. Hellooooo sleeping and eating 4x a day. :P

close ends.

2008-05-18T21:31:00.000-07:00

to the bestest pi100 class ever... *cheers*

wonderful people, brilliant minds, talented actors, over flowing creative juices...

ahh, the people we become after such a heart-stopping,nose-bleeding,terrifying 1st long exam.

hahahahah.

Kahit na zombie mode na ako ngayon summer, it's all worth it. sige na, group 2 na ang nangareer ng cinematography at script at segunda katigbak. pero group 1 pa rin the best. ;p hahaha. nagdala ba kayo ng props na apartment? sumayaw ba kayo ng first day high? may "pakapalan ng mukha" investment ba kayo? wahahahaha.

seriously?

tama na ang competitiveness. hahahaha. :)

salamat for making my summer such a memorable one kahit na sobrang bitter ako dahil hindi man lang ako nakapag beach! hahaha.

BUT

huling hirit sa tag-init!

THE CORE hits Laiya :)

yes, we have a new name.. sabi ko nga before.. who needs 40 when you can have the bestest 12? :D

huling exam na sa pi100!!!!!!!!! aim: maging UP student!!! :p

MAYday!

2008-05-03T22:38:00.000-07:00

Greetings to the NEW members of the 19th club!

Happy birthday markeee! (may2)
and
Happy birthday gaylieee! (may4)

I miss you guys! *hug*

***
Congratulations to the new members of UPJES!

Welcome BATCH CONSORTIUM! (yay, i spelled it right! haha) I'll upload pics during the finals by next week. Don't worry, I won't upload all the pictures. HAHA. Code of ethics. WAHT!? :P

***
It's going to be a loooong two weeks for me as summer classes are about to end already. Waaa, I want to get this over with already. Fight Fight!

all signs point to exit.

2008-04-26T22:27:00.000-07:00

I could've just walk away.

but I chose to stay.

So I love the thrilling chase. So I love all the drama and the shit. So I love the roller coaster ride. So-rry na. Hahaha.

***
Congratulations to the graduating batch of 2008! We will see each other again in the corporate world. HAHAHA. I will surely miss batch 04. There will only be one batch Quality Circle and batch Heuristics. Syempre sila kasi yung batch na may pinakamaraming 04 kaya special mention. Pero sa lahat, congrats pa rin ok? :) I'll miss you guys! Heuri, hindi na natuloy yung APEC part-two natin! :P The mood in LB all week long was very festive. You can see streamers and tarps on every corner of the campus. Ahh basta, pag kaming housemates na ang gumraduate, magkakatarp sa laville. "Congratulations AGM1 girls." HAHAHA.

***
Summer classes will be over in barely 2 weeks! YES! Hahaha. I'm trying to sound as optimistic as possible because I want it to hit the beach with my friends na. I want summer classes to be overrr! I'm sooo tired. I have no idea how I answered the 1st long exam in Eng10 without studying. HAHA. Hello, summer!? Summer is all about having fun...and lots and lots of sleep. HAHA. Buti nalang true or false lang. Yes, 50% probability of getting the right answer. =)) Let's puerto ourselves na kasi! Haha. I'll be able to swim next week during the finals of JES! Yay! FINALLY! Resort, resort, resort! Hahaha. Pathetic ng summer eh. Haha.

***
I found a very interesting article about blogging in last Wednesday's issue of Philippine Daily Inquirer. I'll try to post the article when I get hold of the paper again when I return back to LB. I'm so amazed how the power of blogging is changing the course of communication nowadays. (Woah, feeling smart! HAHA) It's my ultimate dream to have a famous blog; to have avid readers and all that shit. But sorry, I'm not a celebrity or a relative of a famous celebrity or a very good writer. I don't even have an extra ordinary life to begin with to keep people curious about what's happening in my life. I only have an extraordinary personality. HAHAHA. I still believe in the beauty of letters and keeping a diary. :) Pero as they say, sometimes people need to adapt to its changing environment. WAHT? Hahaha.

I have to finish reading Noli Me Tanghere now.

Catch Yah Latur. :D

breathe for love tomorrow.

2008-04-19T23:26:00.000-07:00

I cannot believe a got a grade of 2 in Soc10 and Eng1. I deserved a grade higher than that! *whine* hahaha. My supposed to be crappy sem last sem turned out to be just fine (errr by fine I mean no failing grade or pasang-awa grade). I got a gwa of 1.89. PFFFT. Thanks to my grades in soc10 and eng1 I couldv'e gotten a higher average. Kung ano pa yung mga medyo kinareer ko, yun pa yung magbibigay ng dos sa akin!? Samantalang sa 2 econ majors ko, wala akong kahit anong effort dun 1.75 pa yung nakuha ko.

Ohwell, let's leave all that behind and breathe for another day! (waaaht!?)

Summer classes officially started and I'm feeling sooo stressed already. I can't believe I spend my entire afternoon everyday in the library! So much for my dvd marathon plans and SA plans. Eng10 is such a pain in the ass. How can we manage to come up with a baby thesis in three weeks? Ho ho ho. On the other hand, I'm enjoying my other class which is PI 100. Finally figured out what that mysterious P and I stood for. It is actually Philippine Institutions 100 because Rizal is basically an institution himself. I like my prof in PI100 but Ma'am April Castro you will still be my favorite History teacher. :)

Hay summer classes! I'm sooo stressed, suppressed in the process. HAHA. A sign of being stressed and studying is pimples and tadaaah I have a cluster of them smack in my forehead. Great! Hindi talaga pwedeng pagsabayin ang pagmamaganda sa pag-aaral. *wink*

I just wanna be on the beaaaccchhh! Cha, let's do this. Puertooo! Parang dati bora ako ng bora ah. HAHAHA. I want to swim sooo baaad. Any pool would do. I just want to do some laps and practice diving and just swiiim like nobody's watching! (again, waaaht?!) A NEED A SUMMER GETAWAY. Please. :)

But on the positive side of summer classes, UPJES will have trainees by next week! I'm so thrilled. FINALLY! Batch Market Logistics will no longer be the baby batch! *evil laugh* I'm sorry trainees, I'm feeling so stressed and broken these days and you guys will just be the avenue of my emotions! *MUWAHAHA* Ok, I sound like a witch there or something. But seriously, I'm really excited to have trainees! I've been thinking for a long time now how I would conduct a reporting with a trainee and we'll see what happens. But fo shooo I will be a bitch! HAHAHAHA. Sorry nalang kayo, malungkot ang drama ng kriselle anne lately. :D

My heart is still feeling bruised and battered and I don't know how I will ever make it whole again. SOMEDAY! As how David Cook sang it (so amazingly well! exag eh! haha. ) "You will always be a part of meee.. I'm a part of you indefinitely. Boy don't you know you can't escape meee ooh darling cause you'll always be my babyyyy and we'll linger on.. time can't erase a feeling this strong no way you're never gonna shake me ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby..." I almost cried when I heard David Cook's version. Waaa. Last week it was hands down Jason Castro's night, but sorry love, it was really David Cook's time to shine during the Mariah episode. I don't know why a lot of people are not really into American Idol this season. I like this batch. I love how they can play instruments and how their identities are well-defined already. So far, this season is one of my favorites! :D The season I hated the most was when Taylor Hicks won the entire thing. Hello, Taylor Hicks? Where is he now?

Where are you now? Uy sumi-segway.

INSOMNIAC. EMOTIONAL. INSANE. BROKEN. STUCK.

OH CRAP!

oh my god, my head is spinning.

2008-04-13T23:05:00.000-07:00

There are only two absolutes in life.

BEER and FRIENDS.

And usually the best moments in life involve these two.

ENOUGH SAID. *wink*

You guys keep on giving me reasons why you are still and always will be the best people to be with. 11 is the new 40. Ha ha ha.

Sobrang tawang-tawa ako dun sa orange juice ni jush. HA HA HA. Panalo. Itong HINUMAN na ata ang pinakamaraming quotable quotes na sobrang benta at panalo.

Round two, round two, round two. :P

***
Bakit iisang tao pa rin ang naiisip ko pagka gising at bago matulog?

Here and now.

How i wish you are still part of my here and now. Shit, I SHOULD NOT be like this. Selle, stooop.

***

i am not okay.

2008-04-09T16:15:00.000-07:00

Hindi ko kayang andiyan ka, habang andito lang ako.
At hindi ko rin kayang andito lang ako, habang andiyan ka lang rin.

Hanggang kailan ako magtatago? Hanggang kailan ako magpapanggap? Hanggang kailan ako aasa?

Ang kulit mo naman kasi puso eh, pwedeng mag ka ng masaktan? Kaya mo yan. Siya na nga nagsabi eh. Kaya mo yan. Sana ganun kadali un. Sana. Sana ganoon kadaling pigilan ang pusong patuloy na tumibok kasi ang sakit sakit na.

Ito na naman ako, umeemote na naman.

Tama na selle. Kaya mo yan.

Kakayanin mo yan.

for old times' sake.

2008-04-08T00:10:00.000-07:00

Today I realized bowling is not for me. After getting a strike on my first shot, (yes beginner's luck), the gutter would not leave me behind afterwards. HAHA. I was with my highschool friends a while ago, trying to learn how to bowl! Haha. They did a pretty good job convincing me to play since they needed someone to share the socks they bought from the 99peso store. (or was it the one dollar store? HAHA). Mga kuripot! HAHA.

It was nice to hang out with them again. IT HAS BEEN A WHILE since the last time we saw each other. I mean, besides my immediate souljagirls (HAHAHA GAY US!), I haven't seen most of them since last christmas. A lot of things had changed. We just have to accept that and learn to love each other even more. (OK CHEESY!) But, once a Setonian, always a Setionan. Once a gensan, forever a friend. (OK DRAMA!) Absence just makes our hearts grows fonder of each other. *Grouphug*

Pero akalain mong hanggang college, umaatikabo pa rin ang chismis at scandal? HAHAHA. Funny, I guess some things remained unchanged. Hello, grow up people. :) Come enjoy the crazy life of adulthood will you? :) Oh, I miiiissssssss SETON! After all those juicy story-telling (gossiping? not. :P), I felt I'm back in highschool. Oh for old times' sake, I lalalalave to be with you guys. You are still by far, the best people to be with. Although things are no longer the same, there's still that tiny string that bonds all of us together. Beat that pare! EK ulit? =))

I want to visit Seton. I miss seeing green rooftops all over the campus. I miss the catwalk and cws. I miss the trellis too! Here I am again being nostalgic. Tama na nga.

BORA na ba Cha? After summer classes nalang please?:P Before kayo mag start ng sem. Okay, naririnig ako ni Cha. Hahaha.

The countdown to summer classes 08 begins! Barely a week left for me. Boo. Hello Junior standing! I am soooo old! I plan to work somewhere outside class hours. I need money. (HAHA POVERTY!) I might go to Hong Kong again this June with my cousins. YAY! :) I need extra income besides my allowance. Haha. I want to work at Mcdo. Can I work there for like a month only? :P

I have no idea what my GWA last sem was. I'm pretty sure I did not make to the dean's list as a C.S. But please, a consolation of Honor Roll would be fine fine fine by me. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I really have no idea what my grades in Eng1,Soc10 and Hist1 will be. =S
So far from my predicted grades, only 1 matched! OMIGAD. All the rest were 0.25 lower. Deemmit me for being such a sloth last sem. I promise to redeem myself this summer and next sem. READ SELLE: NO MORE SLOTH MODE.

And funny how God masterfully stroke his plans for me. I was chosen to be the project head for next sem's Kapehan sa CEM, an annual activity of my org. I just joined last sem and already I am a project head. I'm sooo pressured. I was told this early (the activity isn't until September) so that I could really prepare for it. I feel like a newbie trying to learn a new sport. Ahh, the perks of being a project head. I meant the headache. HAHA. This is probably God's way of making me shift my focus to different things; more productive things. This is probably God's way of patting me on the shoulder reminding me that there are other things in life. My shot at that something else will come eventually. But now is probably not the right time. Hindi ko na po ipipilit Lord. As what they say, let go and let God. To be happy is simply to let go of the things that make you unhappy. Amen.

Hopefully I can sleep better tonight.

So to all, Goodnight! :)

i need this.

2008-04-06T01:33:00.000-07:00

Juno asked her dad,

"Is it possible for two people to stay happy together forever?"

And then her dad answered,

"It's not easy."

***

How do you let go of a thing you have gotten so used to being there? How do you know when to say enough and game's over? How do you pretend everything's going to be okay when in fact it burns the hell out of your insides? How do you know that it is already time to stop?

And then I realized I DON'T KNOW how.

It's okay to hope that things are still going to fall into place even at its slimest chance. It's okay to keep on dreaming that some people don't always leave because some comes back. It's okay to fool yourself thinking that this is just a test and it will pass. It's okay to keep on fighting despite having no chances of winning.

It's okay to be hopeful but there's a difference on being a fool.

I'm usually pessimistic but I don't why I'm acting all optimistic here. It's like hitting dead end and I am on the verge of falling off a cliff. Yet, I still jump. Spot on. Free falling. Defining gravity.

So what do I do?

Nothing. I take it all in.
Nice and Slow.

Sweet torture.

Just let it be.
Just let me be.

I may have lost you.. but you haven't lost me..

Because I am still brave enough to stay and fight this... alone.

It's okay to be alone. I will be okay being alone.

So...

Is it possible for two people to stay happy together forever?

Yes.

It's not a yes with conviction.

It's a hopeful yes uttered with a scared voice.

blazing hot.

2008-04-04T00:19:00.000-07:00

Finally. Finally. Finally!

This sem is over! Done! Finished! (HAHA) HUURRRAAAHHH!!! Hug anyone? >:D<

I can finally say my bittersweet goodbye to such a forgettable sem (in terms of acads. :p).

So hello summer! I might take summer classes. I'm not yet sure but I'm about 80% certain I'm going to spend summer in blazing hot LB. I haven't confirmed my slots yet but I think it's all good in the hood. Haha, whatever Selle.

Currently glued to the television falling madly inloveee with Gossip Girl! I know you love me, xoxo! I'm planning to watch as much tv series and movies I can this summer. I'll be bringing a dvd player with me when I go back to LB during the summer classes. I'll be a student by 8:45 in the morning 'til 12:30 in the afternoon then hello to dvd marathons afterwards. Uhyeeeaah. I have so many series in my head that I'm planning to watch. Hopefully I could finish watching Gossip Girl by tomorrow then maybe I'll try watching The Hills too. My cousin recommended that series to me as I had highly recommended One Tree Hill to her. Then watch season 4 of Grey's Anatomy and Season 1 & 2 of Heroes.

I also want to watch Across the Universe. I've heard sooo much about that movie. Even on Oprah when she interviewed the director and mastermind behind the movie. I was able to catch some clips from the movie and WOW. I am just dying to see the film.

***
I want to hit the beach! Errr, well maybe night swimming perhaps? Haha. I want to swimmm! I need exercise. I badly need one. I am so out of shape. Haha. Friends, let's go swimming please? Kahit sa Bellevue or Palms lang. Kahit sa pool lang. PUHLEASE? Haha.

So there. Nothing much to blog about. I'm happy to be homeee! Weee. I can finally fix my room! Haha. Blah blah blah. Nothing much going on with my life so..

Enjoy the summer break everyone! =)

***
Happy 19th Birthday ROANNE! =) TARA NA SA CANNES! HAHAHA.

change of plans.

2008-03-21T18:48:00.000-07:00

Ermeeengaarde. (Ok, i sound so gayyy talaga. HAHA.)

Sudden change of plans. (I guess, but hopefully it's not final)

I guess I have to go to States this summer. ='( Don't get me wrong, States is good, States is awesome! Hahaha. But i really want to take summer classes so I will have a lighter load next sem. Boohoo. Plus I want to hit the beach this summer! I want to go to bora, spend some time with gensan friends, with tracky and practice manual driving. HAHA. But nooo, I have to go to the States for some personal reasons that I can't seem to turn down. Hmmmm.

If ever I'd really have to go, I want to go there on a later date, like April 16-ish or something. The plan is really to go there as soon as the sem's over. BUT I want to hit the beach first! Hahaha. Hopefully, they'd let me stay here even for just a couple of weeks then I'd go flyyyy several (errr thousand) miles away from here.

So so so.. we'll see. Will I be spending summer in the US or here in the Philippines? That is the question.

a note to myself.

2008-03-20T23:01:00.000-07:00

Miss Kriselle Anne, let me just remind you of the following things you MUST accomplish next week or elso you are so gonna die.

Monday (March 24)
* Soc10 - bonus paper regarding the forum of Jun Luzada @ UPLB
* Eco137 - journal paper
* Eng1 - reflection paper (Bagong Cristo)
4th long exam (photocopy "Black Sheep" and study vocabs)

Tuesday (March 25)
* Eco137 - 3rd long exam
* Hist1 reporting - Emilio Aguinaldo

Wednesday (March 26)
* Soc10 - 2nd long exam

Thursday (March 27)
* Hist1 - history of life deadline
* Eco 104 - 3rd long exam

Friday (March 28)
* Induction
Tracky's visiting me in LB! YAY YAY YAY! :D

Wednesday (April 2)
*Soc10 - Case Study submission
(but try to finish it earlier because incentives will be given.)

TBA
*Eng1 - Final Exam

Hopefully, just one final exam.

SO STOP SURFING THE NET AND GO DO SCHOOLWORKS. FOR PETE'S SAKE DO NOT BE SUCH A SLOTH. IT'S HOLY WEEK.

a promise.

2008-03-19T20:23:00.000-07:00

FINALLY finding the time to blog! *tears* hahaha.

Barely two weeks left and this sem will FINALLY be over. I've been wanting this sem to end na talaga. (Shit, I really can't speak straight english na. HAHAHA. This is sooo bad. This is so embarrassing. This is just, so me. HAHAHA)

Anyways, I remember before the start of this sem, I was targetting to make it to the dean's list as a UNIVERSITY SCHOLAR. Now that the sem's nearing its end, all I can say is.. ASA NALANG AKO. HAHAHAHA. Alam niyo yung SLOTH? Ako yun. Alam niyo yung bobita? Ako yun. Because of my laziness and lack of "intelligence" this sem, I nicknamed myself ANNE THE AMOEBA. Well, there really comes a point in time when all your brain cells are saturated and just plain tired to work. So forgive me please? Next sem nalang ulit yung pangarap kung US. I couldn't remember being this LAZY to STUDY ever in my entire life. Muwahahaha.

Ngayong sem lang ako naka experience mag take ng exam na sobrang blanko talaga yung utak ko. As in hindi ko talaga alam paano sasagutan. HAHA. Yung tipong may exam ako ng 8:30 AM, 6:30 AM lang ako mag-aaral, makakatulog pa ako. Ang tamaaaad tamaaaad ko magbasa ng mga readings, gumawa ng mga papers, manuod ng mga plays for incentives, magrewrite ng notes. (omigad you should see my notebook, kahit ako hindi ko maintindihan handwriting ko. pffft.) Hindi na nga cramming yung tawag dun eh, kasi pag cramming you're still studying eh. Eh ako wala, zero effort talaga. HAHA. Hindi ko pinagmamayabang at pinopromote ang pagiging tamad. Dumarating lang talaga sa point ng isang college student na ayaw talaga mag function ng brain niya kahit gustuhin man nito. Eh paano mo malalabanan yun? Wala diba? Hayaan mo nalang, nagpapahinga lang naman siya. DIBA? AGREE AGREE? CHECK! HAHA.

I will redeem myself this summer and sem. Summer class starts on April 16. I am enlisted in Eng10 already and I'm just waiting for more classes in PI100 to open, then prerog one PE subject and then woooosshhh, after one month, I am 8 units advanced na! WEEE! =D

OK ENOUGH OF ACADS. X(

I am currently watching American Idol and I still don't know who's going to be my bet for this season. Infairness ha, ang daming magagaling ngayong season. Ayoko naman kasi mang jinx, wala pa akong bet sa american idol na nanalo. Hindi nanalo si Bo, si Elliot at si Blake. Ocge na, sorry na! HAHA.

So where am I off this summer? BORA NA!!!! =)) Here we go again, planning for that 'awesome summer getaway' that never happen. Ito na talaga eh, diba CHA? :D I'm spending most of my summer in Los Banos because of summer classes. Yikes, taong province na ako. (AKO NA ANG MASAMA! HAHA) But after summer classes, what na? Hmmm, I'll still have almost a month left then because usually official classes won't start until June 20-ish. Should I go to the States to work? (WOW, SOSYAL ANG DATING! HAHAHA!) I don't know. I don't want to go there alone.=S Bahala na. :)

Wala man lang akong birthday post, field trip pictures na post, love life post, any post... hahaha. Sorry laziness had taken over me lately. Mga 3 months na yung sakit ko. :D

Love status?
TRACKY FOREVER. :D I'm turning cheeseballs lately because of him. I'm doing my best to win him back and with the help of all the angels I'm calling, I'm praying that everything will finally fall into place soon. X) Love, love, love, loooove, looooveeee. :D

2 weeks to gooooooooooo then hello summer for real!!!

FIGHT! :D

febCRAZY.

2008-02-29T18:13:00.000-08:00

my feb had been the shiiit!

I've been to so many places (tunog jet-setter?HAHA), met so many people, did a lot of crazy things, faced a lot of fears, triumphed and failed, fall, condemned(?), praised, delivered, flunked. DEEP SHIT CRAZINESS. this feb by far, holds the record of the craziest month in my college life.

i did a lot of things that i'm not proud of and as what the quotation says, time is something you cannot recycle. I COULD HAVE BEEN better. I know. I will be better.

and I'm feeling better now.

i'll post our pics during my much awaited Ilocos field trip and corregidor field trip later.

I'm baaaaaaackkkk. I missed blogging! :)

seasons are changing.

2008-01-29T15:06:00.000-08:00

Escaping from everything, here I am finally having the time to blog. Yay. :) I have so many things to write about but I can't seem to put it into words. I'm no longer the writer, I'm just the plain, dancer. HAHA. parallelism? hahaha.

I'm going to ILOCOS this Thursday! super kaexcite.rar. hahaha. for 2 straight nights, I've been dreaming of that ilocos trip. haha, funny, sinong super excited? it's not my first time to go to ILOCOS but I'm really, really, really looking forward to this trip. I just read the itinerary and we'll be going to Pangasinan, La Union, Ilocos Sur and Ilocos Norte with a side trip in Bagiuo. AMAZING RACE! I love it. :)

***
I've been wanting to blog about the latest Cinemalaya film I've seen which was TRIBU, the 2007 Best Film. Bloody hell, it was really good. After watching, we were given the opportunity to ask the director and the actors of the film some questions. Hands down pare, ang galing talaga nilang lahat. Tondo rappers, yo yo! I never really imagined myself appreciating their kind of music but with such a powerful story behind the lyrics of their songs, it will definitely give you shivers. Hats off to the director of the film, Jim Libiran. In Howie Severino's blog, he stated something that truly reflects what the film is all about. Art is simply imitating life.

***

FEBruary na! Love is innnn the air. Cheesiness fever is back! Haha. Paint the town red, shall we? Looking forward to Palarong UPLB and Feb Fair. Uhyih. :)

I will end this from our pics during ML's blowout party last Thursday at haycee's house! So we find a resort in haycee's house huh? Mauulit ito! Dapat! =)

you're my source of happiness.

2008-01-18T21:00:00.000-08:00

I'm back in Las Pinas for the weekend! Yay! :) Hell week's finally over. Whew, such a week that was. Mentally and emotionall tiring that is. HAHA. Started out the week on such a low note. When I said my grammar skills were really rusty, I mean it. Crap Eng1! I hate you (the subject, not the teacher nor the class ok?)! Well, active-passive voice transformation lang talaga, pati yung correct usage ng who,whom,whoever. Shet. Hahahahahahaha. Babawi ako! RAR! =)) Surprisingly passed the exam in Eco130 and was very much frustrated with my mistakes. WRONG INPUT NG VALUE SA CALU. Ang stupid ko! GRR. I lost 14 points because of that. Great. Ito na naman yung line ko, BABAWI AKO!

Spend the entire week studying for my bloody exams in Eco137 and Eco104. Pagdating ng Thursday, I really look like a zombie na with bright red pimples all over my face. EWW. Haha. But studying is STILL love! I'm one of the fewest-est people you'll meet who finds studying (err learning?) fun. HAHA. Sorry I was born geek eh. :P Results of my exams next week. =s oh no. Magiging happy or sad kaya ang post ko next week? Haha.

***
Quotable Quotes:

"Madaling magmahal, mahirap magmahalan."

True.

=)

***

Happyhappyhappy. :)

Surprisingly happy lately. Yeah. There's nothing wrong with that. I choose to be happy. X)

shine.

2008-01-13T00:22:00.000-08:00

i lost my touch in writing. swear. my grammar skills are so rusty! i suck at passive-active voice transformation. (twin, i badly need your skills. HAHA.) i need workshops to practice my writing skills again. i write very bad stuff now. so sad.. :(

***

i've been busy. very,very busy. that now i look so ugly. (HAHAHA) i miss long sleeeeepiiingggggggggggggggggggg hours. is it possible to have more than 24 hours in one day? \:D/ it's hard to balance org with acads. or acads with org. (whatever. :P) it's hard to attain academic excellence. *coughcough*

speaking of academic excellence, major bummer i wasn't able to go to Diliman for the kick-off parade of the year-long centennial celebration of UP. (yeah, 100 years of academic excellence baby!) i really had no plans of going because i have an exam scheduled the following day. pero sa dami ng fun stories na narining ko galing sa mga nagpunta sa Dil.. sana nagpunta nalang ako. :'( my exam in eco130 was crap anyways. *tears* i'd be so happy if i got a grade of 60% on that freaking exam. i didn't practice setting up the matrix chever of an economic equation. BOO! hahahaha. ang alam ko lang pag numbers, malay ko pag variables na naka lagay. haha. goodbye to my "go for u.s." mantra. HAHA. asa nalang ako. ang hirap pala ng maging econ major, akala ko madali lang eh. nosebleed. err, bloodsheed. :P

so.. study hard, party harder.

meet my gorgeous orgmates! :D

we are the members of UP Junior Executive Society. *wink*

sidetrip:

funny, akala ng marami gimikera ako. so notttt. certified taong bahay po ako. nagpapanggap lang talaga. madali lang ako mag-adjust sa situation. =))

excited na akong mag feb. kasi after ng feb march na, birthday ko na. haha. joke lang. :) feb means feb fair. feb is jes month. weeeeeeee. define busy. ok lang yan, mag-aaral pa rin ako promise. pero mga one night only studying nalang. hindi na kaya ng schedule ko mangareer. sorry. :P hopefully, wala ako masyadong mamiss na activity ng jes dahil sa dami rin ng field trips na kailangan ko puntahan. ILOCOS! ILOCOS! (feb1) weeeeeee. and CORREGIDOR! (feb10) weeeee. exciting, wala na talaga akong panahong huminga! weee. hahaha. time management kids. whew goodluck naman, di ako marunong nun. :P

came across couples' friendster pages and wala lang. i miss feeling cheesy. ang cute kasi nila tingnan, they look oh-so-happy. :) i don't find that baduy. yung mga nagsasabi lang na baduy un, bitter. haha. totoo kaya. :P i miss the feeling. dancing on air happy... :)

wala na nagtagalog na ako sa blog ko, eh pilipino naman ako eh, magtatagalog nalang ako. haha. excited ako sa mga future happenings. excited akong mag aral at mag org. :) time managament nga kasi. hahahahahahahaha. tawa nalang tayo. :)

goodmornight everyone! ibang iba na talaga ang body clock ko! weeeee.

this says it all.

2008-01-05T12:28:00.000-08:00

2007. A year that was. :)

1.) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR mara. (well, except nung birthday ko.... HAHA)

2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend/s)? danna. bff's since kinder. (i loveee it!)

3) NEWCOMER AWARD - COOLEST NEWEST FRIEND? JES people. :) batchmates.

4) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR? december 30. ending the year with a loud BANG! :P

5) BEST HOLIDAY? this year, new year. :)

6) YOUR SONG FOR 2007? umbrella. hands down pare. HAHA.

7) MOVIE FOR 2007? little miss sunshine. (awww)

8) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH? LB LOVE. math36 costume party! :)

9) BEST RELATIONSHIP? with my mom and two brothers.

10) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN? myself. :P

11) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR? friday's!

12) BOOK OF THE YEAR? LEITHHOLD! =))

13) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR? this requires another post. :P

14) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR? go for u.s.(university scholar!) think less, act more! =))

15) MOST STUPID IDEA WHEN DRUNK? pigilan magthrow up. HAHA.

16) TV SHOW OF THE YEAR? WOWOWEEE!!! HAHA.

17) MOST LOYAL FRIEND? best girlfriends.

18) BIGGEST CHANGE OF THE YEAR? again, this requires another post. :P

19) BEST VACATION? HONG KONG 2007 with my dearest brodah! =)

20) NEW YEAR RESOLUTION? shocks, i don't know... hmmm. acads forever. HAHA. ang baduy ko talaga! :P

***

2007 was a good year. but i have a feeling 2008 will be better. IT HAS TO BE! =)

salamat. salamat sa lahat. apir tayo mga pare, the best kayong lahat! XOXO (HAHAHAHAHA)

2008-01-01T03:49:00.000-08:00

here's to a great 2008 ahead of us! =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2007-12-25T15:14:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to the world! =)

falalalala..lalalala.

2007-12-22T18:06:00.000-08:00

FINALLY!
AN UPDATE! WEEE. =)

It's the 7th day of the simbang gabi and the priest gave a beautiful homily reminding us to thank God for the blessings we receive each day.

So as I bid my goodbye to year 2007, I shall look back and thank the Lord for the good and not so good things that had happened along the way. :)

here's to a year full of blessings. *cheers*

2007 was a year full of celebrations and surprises and parties. It was a year of celebrating our life-long relationship among us friends. It was all about good,clean fun. It was all about getting mad on the dance floor, chanting "lower lower", feasting, camwhoring, feeling the looove. here's to being still young and happy at 18. :)

Thank you Lord for the many, many wonderful people I met this year. Number one on my list would have to be my housemate, DADA. She is a woman of character and no words can describe how greatly I admire her. You will always and forever be my sister dearest, dada! I love you! *HUG*
Thank you Lord for the little kids I met during my CWTS2 class. Bay Central Elementary School shall forever hold a special place in my heart. It was the place who made me realized how happy my childhood memories were and how it was such a joy to reminisce those times.
Thank you Lord for letting me meet my batchmates and my orgmates. It ended my year with a high note. Thank you because there were many things I learned from them, lessons I know I would not get anywhere else. Thank you because of them I realized that I was a strong individual who is capable of stepping out of my comfort zone. (FINALLY! :P)

Then there would always be my family and friends who will always be mentioned everytime I say my prayer of thanks. Then there's tracky. Eventhough we are not exactly in good terms right now, I pray that time can eventually heal all the wounds.

Thank you Lord that finally I can now call LB as my second home. It took me almost 2 years to appreciate and finally love UP Los Baños. It took me a while but atleast I got there.

Thank you for all the tests you've given me. Thank you for the times that I was very frustrated. In a way in motivated me to strive harder.

Thank for all the good and bad and everything else in between that. 2007 was such a blur. Time flies sobra. Parang kailan lang, I was super scared to go to college, but right now, I'm halfway finished. HUHU. Ang tanda ko na, 19 na ako next year. :(( MY LAST YEAR OF BEING A TEENAGER. It's really making my heart beat faster everytime I think about that. Ohwell, life goes on. :) I'm thankful because each day is a chance to prove your worth here on earth.

Looking forward to year two-oh-oh-eight.

Happy Holidays to all! :D

***
One of the best feelings in the world is opening christmas presents. That's why my favorite holiday is my birthday and then christmas comes right after. =)

SPREAD THE LOVE! =)

Merry Xmas 'Yo.

*GROUPHUG*

best picture.

2007-12-21T21:30:00.000-08:00

Pwedeng pang advertisment yung pic na ito or something.
SOBRANG PANALO PIC GRABE!
I love it! =)

the struggle continues.

2007-12-07T21:10:00.000-08:00

to hell with grammar and continuity and flow and coherence.

magsusulat lang ako.

PAGOD NA AKO. :((

my one week of being a 'trainee' in (insert org name here) is really a brand new experience for me. pagod na ako. i'm not sure if next week masasabi ko na i have an org na. because right now, yung mga batchmates ko nalang talaga yung reason kung bakit ako nagcocontinue. pagod na ako. naprove ko na sa sarili ko na my prinsipyo ako, na may mga bagay na kaya ko pala gawin, na i can deliver amidst pressure, na matatag ako, na strong ako. tama na. sobra na. isang reason nalang talaga, ayoko na. i know mabubuhay ako. i know i can manage. i survived my first year in college without forming any close relationships except for my housemates. and here i am right now, breathing, living. bahala na. impulsive lang ba ako for saying this? i don't know. sorry, pero pagod na ako sumunod, mauto.. pero mali pa rin ako. wah. paano pag ganun talaga yung paniniwala ko? you cannot impose your principles on other people. magka iba tayo ng beliefs,ng backgrounds, ng experiences. waaah. bahala na.

sinabi ko na naman, wala talaga akong balak mag org in the first place. 1 week of hell-est est est pa. kaya ko pa ba? hindi ko na alam. :(( pagod na talaga ako.

once na nakita kong nabebend na talaga yung prinsipyo ko, ayoko na talaga.

and sana nga, kung quit ang isa, quit ang lahat.

that's my definition of batch unity.

so be it.

let them say I'm crazy, what do they know?

2007-11-23T17:22:00.000-08:00

I'm badly missing someone right now. *tears*

Everytime i try to get closer, I always end up getting hurt. So I'm trying very hard (very, very, very, very hard) not to get close na. Hard. Sweet and slow torture. Ahhh, welcome to my life. :) haha. This entry's for you. :)

Naiisip mo pa kaya ako? Bago matulog or pag ka gising? Kahit dun lang sa time na yun, masaya na ako. I hope you're happy with the people you are with everyday. It pinches my heart na buti pa sila nakakasama at nakaka usap mo araw-araw, samantalang ako hanggang sa pag sstalk nalang. (I want you to know that I constantly check your friendster, multiply and DA for updates. haha.) Buti pa sila, they get to see you smile or laugh or joke around or hear your voice. Super daming beses ko na pinipigilan yung sarili kung tawagan ka. Kasi, baka mag-away lang tayo or makulitan ka lang sakin or mainis lalo. haha. Tama na, the last thing i need is for you to get mad at me again.
Every 9:30pm I always check my phone if ever you'll text me na naka-uwi ka na or what. Kasi nung tuesday bigla kang nangamusta. Siyempre natuwa naman ako. Everytime I eat, iniisip ko kung nakakain ka na rin kaya. You texted me your schedule this sem so I know na by 9 or 10 in the morning you're up na getting ready and by 11 siguro nasa school ka na. Except by friday na 7am yung pasok mo. I wonder if pagdating ng 2:30 sino na kaya mga kasama mo. Your friends again? Tapos mag-iisip na ako ng kung anu-anong bagay, like in love ka na sa iba or nanliligaw ka na or kayo na or ikakasal na kayo (hahaha) tapos ma-iiyak na naman ako. haha. Buti nalang pag-uwi ko from school laging walang tao sa apartment so hindi nila nakikitang umiiyak ako lagi pag dating. Kasi pag dating nila, masayang masaya na ako dapat. Ayoko kasing kaawaan nila ako eh. Ayoko ng awa. Hindi ko kailangan ng awa. Enough na yung awa ko sa sarili ko.
Anyways, lagi kung iniisip kung nagawa mo na ba yung mga homework mo. Kung busy ka ba. Kung binibisita mo rin ba yung friendster at multiply at blog ko. Natutuwa naman ako pag nakikita ko na viniew mo yung multiply ko. :) (ang babaw ko nuh? haha.)
Nakita ko yung binigay mo saking card nung 11th monthsary natin, yung my 'right on track.' Yung dinaan mo pa talaga dito sa bahay kasi summer noon. Ang sweet. :) Naka sulat dun "we'll always be ONE" *tears*tears* aiun. wala, natuwa ulit ako. haha. I always wear the necklace na gift mo nung xmas. Yung my star. Kahit pag tulog. Para man lang kahit sa isang piece of jewelry, maramdam kong andito ka pa rin. Iniisip ko rin kung ginagamit mo pa rin yung slippers na gift ko sayo. Ako, ginagamit ko na. For the longest time tinago ko siya sa cabinet ko kasi naiiyak ako pag nakikita ko, pero ngayon in fairness, nagagamit ko na. :)
Minsan gusto ko basahin ulit yung mga dear diary notes ko sayo nung highschool, pero naalala ko, binigay ko nga pala sayo un nung anniv natin. haha. Please, wag mo itatapon un ha. Kung itatapon mo yun, bigay mo nalang sakin ulit. :'( Natutuwa ako pag naaalala ko yung mga moments na yun. Hindi ko pa pala nakkwento sayo, dati nung nasa states ka pa, mag ttype ako ng mga sweet texts na kunyari isesend ko daw sayo. haha. Kilig naman ako. Nagkatotoo naman yung mga kunyaring sweet texts ko sayo nung naging tayo eh. :)
Lagi ko rin iniisip na sana bisitahin mo ako sa LB. Dati kasi sabi mo, bibisitahin mo pa rin ako sa LB. I don't know lang ngayon kung gagawin mo pa un. I just want to see you. Sa sunday, sina mara hatid so pupunta ako sa kanila malamang. Hindi ko alam kung masisilayan kita. hahaha. Magbabago na ako ng color ng braces la lang gusto ko lang mapansin mo. Pati, namayat na daw talaga ako sabi ni Mommy, la lang gusto ko lang mapansin mo. Hindi ko alam kung magpapagupit ako ng maikling hair. Alam mo namang gusto ko mahaba pero ikaw gusto mo maikli. Wala lang, nagpapapansin lang. HAHA.
Every night I pray na sana you'll come back. Gumagamit ako ng mental telepathy na kunyari mapapasa ko sayo yung mga iniisip ko. HAHAHA. I whisper 'I love you and i miss you' every single night hoping na sana marinig mo. Eh bakit ba malay mo maisip mo na sinasabi ko yun, eh di parang narinig mo na din. haha. Hindi ko alam bakit kita laging napapanaginipan. Siguro kasi lagi kitang iniisip. (oo nga, logic lang. haha) Pero nice naman yung mga dreams ko eh. Siguro kahit sa dreams lang, atleast nagiging masaya ako. :) You are still my source of happiness. Amazing nuh? :)
Kahit hindi ko intention, umaasa pa rin ako at nag-aantay na babalik ka. Hayaan mo ng masaktan ako kung hindi magkatotoo pero I can't tell my heart to stop eh. By Christmas kaya anong mangyayari? December 1 is next Saturday. Wow, it has been 2 years. :) 2 years ago noong first ever nag holding hands tayo. hahaha. Ang baduy ko talaga. That was a thursday then. Ngayon, magiging saturday siya. I love saturdays pa naman. :)
There. That's what I'm thinking about every day. Every single day. Walang kupas yan ah. I don't know kung mababasa mo ito, but i hope you will. You are still my tracky. :)
wala naman makakabago nun eh. And you look really good now, sa mga pics mo. (hindi ako nambobola! hahahaha.)
*tears*

I will find a way to be ok. Let them say I'm crazy, what do they know?

"And we can build this thing together, stand in stone forever, nothing's gonna stop us now.
And if this world runs out of lovers we'll still have each other.
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now."
nothing's gonna stop me.

and i'm down to my last cry.

2007-11-19T19:49:00.000-08:00

empty.alone.lonely.left behind.confused.dazed.hurt.tears.memories.letters.text messages.pictures.scent.touch.smile.eyes.music.heartbreak.faults.regrets.
miseries.blame.promises.false promises.
LOVE.

i can't. i can't move forward. i can't. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know how. i don't know where to start. how do you stop the hurting. how do you stop the tears from falling. how do you move on from something you've hold on to for so long.

How.Why.When.Where.

*tears*

take me to places where dreams come true, where prayers are answered, where everything seems..right.

I gave you the best I have.

2007-11-17T21:29:00.000-08:00

So 2nd sem 07-08 officially started. :( This sem will be my toughest, hardest, whatever est one yet. So hey let's go let's fight! I'm so tired from all that studying last sem. But I've got nothing else to do than study when I'm in LB. I'm left with no option. How sad naman my life. HAHA. :)

Anyways, I think Hist1 will be my favorite subject this sem! Weeee! Selle best in HeKaSi ka nung grade6, it's your time to shine! Hahahaha. Our teacher is so makulet, on a high yung prof namin. It was a super fun first meeting. Hoping that the 'fun' would last 'till the end of the sem. My very kind and considerate teachers in Eng1 and Hum2 didn't bother showing up last meeting. I waited for 30 mins on each class for my teachers to show up but they are nowhere in sight. Sayang naman ang tulog hours ko, napuputol. Haha. I'm a bit nervous with my ECO130 - Elements of Mathematical Economics with Sir Romel Saplaco! (on a positive note, hindi ako kay Sir Sahise, SWERTE! haha!) I suck at math big time but I hope after this sem my phobia with math would lessen a bit. When I had my first look at the course outline my heart sank! Matrix Algebra, Linear Programming, Basic Calculus, Optimization (HATEST) and Exponents and Logarithms. Oh great. Lord, help me. Amen. That was my initial reaction. But I know Sir Saplaco is a good teacher. He was my teacher before in Eco11 so I'm comfortable with him already. That's a start. :) I also have ECO104 - Introduction to Factor Market Analysis, General Equilibrium And Welfare Economics. What? Zzzzzzzzz. I'm really boring you kids already. I'm sorry I'm an ECON MAJOR. ;) That's an extention to my Eco102 subject last sem. So Sir Chip, patay ka lagi akong magcoconsult sayo? Haha. And of course, my dreaded, most feared subject is ECO137 - Quantitative Economics. Ito na yung halong stat at econ. Ito rin yung my 3hr lab class. I will just pray really, really hard and leave everything to God. Amen. :) So, gusto ko ng mag summer friends!!! Hahahaha.

***
sidetrack:

I was able to watch ONE MORE CHANCE this weekend with Febby and Roanne. Yay. :) It was a good movie (Or nakakarelate lang kasi ako kaya ganun? haha. XD). John Lloyd is LOVE! I'm not really a fan of his but he's really, really good. Even before when he played Ely in Maging Sino Ka Man he was my favorite character. Hands down to the writers of the movie. I love the lines! Especially the hospital scene. Awwwwwwww. And when Basha (Bea A.) said "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." that just crushed my heart. I got teary eyed on that part. JOLOGS AKO EH. Hahahahaha. I'll buy the dvd version of the movie when it is already available in the market to write down the lines. Hahaha. Gano ka adik yun? =)) The movie is perfect for couples experiencing some rough times in their relationships. *cough*cough* Now, is there a movie for moving on....

empty apartment.

2007-11-14T16:52:00.000-08:00

So i was super sleepy and dizzy while writing my previous blog entry. sorry for the typo and wrong grammars. HAHA.

Anyways, I will promise myself that someday when I'm filthy rich, I'll go to Hong Kong as often as I could. It's only 1 hr and 45 mins away from Manila. Parang LB lang. Haha. How I wish that our country is like theirs; clean, rich, and very much in progress. It's kinda depressing the moment I stepped out of NAIA I saw a lot of street children and adutls who are very capable of working asking for alms. I saw a lot of houses made from scraps. I saw a bunch of old men drinking beer on the side of the streets. I saw jeepney drivers not following traffic signs. I saw litters on the streets. I saw how different our country is from Hong Kong. Let's do something to change the situation we have right now. Clearly, the bombings should stop. Our political system should change. The people running our political system should change. The attitude of our people should change. The inferiority and the labels we are being dubbed should change. Habang my mga taong patuloy na nananampalataya at nagdadasal para sa kinabukasan ng bansa, hindi pa huli ang lahat.

*** sidetrack***

I'm back in LB once again for the second sem. Back to geeky,nerdy mode once again. BOO! haha. I only have two classes tomorrow and then I'm going back once again to durty down south! yeah. There's no place like the South. :)

"She had me at my worst. You had me at my best. Yet you chose to break my heart." - ONE MORE CHANCE (now showing!!!:P)
Jologs na kung jologs pero papanuorin ko talaga ito! Sana showing siya sa Town. HAHAHA. Dun pa talaga eh. Jologs cool pare! Alam ko namang makaka relate ako sa pelikulang ito eh. Kaya nanamnamin ko ng todo. Hahahahaha.

"Sana ako pa rin. Ako na lang. Ako nalang ulit."

PICS :)

2007-11-13T09:30:00.000-08:00

THIS IS HONG KONG. :)

train from the airport.

our hotel @ tsuen wan

pecking duck

crab meat. (super sarap!!)

CHEESECAKES! YUMMY! X)

bus ride going to ocean park

Ocean Park at 30 :)

my first time to see a panda.

CLOWNFISH! (OH NEMO!!! :D)

Ocean Theater

Feel the depth!

view from our cable car (is that South China Sea?:P)

The Peak Tower

tamang love team. ;)

hollywood style

the peak of Hong Kong

night markets are love. :)

and the rest is in China. ;)

@ Hong Kong

the city during the day

"i have a thing for ferry boats" - mcdreamy

Beijing 2008 countdown begins!

HONG KONG!

2007-11-13T01:27:00.000-08:00

Hong Kong is second rate New York. They looked so much alike I was so thrilled! Tall building, trains and subways and public transportations, awesome luxury cars everywhere, shopping, food, city lights, the bricks on the side walk, busy, fast-paced lifestyle.. I could go on and on about their similarities. Well of course the language observed is one obvious difference. The writings on the billboards and road signs and store signs differ; in New York you could understand what it says, in Hong Kong, uhhh maybe not. :)) Also when you ride the subway in NY, you can eavesdrop on people's conversations (haha). Except if they happen to be African Americans because their slang is sooo difficult to understand and follow. In HK, you will not have the slightest idea what they are talking about. They talk really loud as if they're angry with each other. Also, they say their words really fast! It's very, very hard to communicate with them because not all of them understands English. Sometimes I just nod my head in response when they talk to me because clearly I don't know what they are talking about. Shopping in New York will lead to poverty while shopping in Hong Kong is prosperity. (waht? hahahaha. I just wanted it to rhyme :P)

Don't get me wrong, being a second rate 'THE NYC' is not a bad thing, not at all. New York will forever be my favorite place in the whole wide world but I still fell madly in love with Hong Kong! Hong Kong is LOVE! Hong Kong is a haven for people who goes mad when shopping! Now I know why it is dubbed as the shopping capital of the world. ESPRIT IS SO CHEAP THERE! Quicksilver's also cheaper. I bought a Roxy jacket for $180 (that's roughly 1000php) which was real steal! There are also night markets there, tiangge's here. There was one place where I thought for a moment I was in Divisoria! Ha Ha. I'm not really sure if there's a counter-part for the 5th Avenue in Manhattan there in Hong Kong city. But the city offers huge, huge designer stores ( i mean 3 floors full of Armani, Prada, Louis Vuitton...) Someday, when I'm filthy rich, I'll go to Hong Kong as much as I can just to shop.

Random Observations
I was told that it was hot in Hong Kong but it's winter time so it was DEFINITELY NOT! My lips are so chapped from all that wind burn. It's sooo windy and cool in Hong Kong during this time of the year. I love it!

There are a lot of Filipina OFW's who work in HK. I saw A LOT of them especially on Sunday. That's why i concluded that Sunday was probably a rest day or day-off for them. They were all over the place when we were in Admiralty. It was so nice seeing a familiar Filipino face and acknowledging us with a smile. That was so sweet of them. I hear them whispering, "Uy! Pinay!", then flash their smiles at me.

I love the uniforms of those Chinese girls! With knee-high socks, pleated skirts, white blouse with neck tie then their jackets on, napapa lss ako sa kanta na "All the things she said, all the things she said running through me my head, this is not enooughhh!" =))

I can affirm that Koreans really love to do the peace sign when they are posing for pictures! SOBRANG CUTE!!! Nakakagigil yung mga bata na naka peace sign talaga!

Everytime you leave a store in HK, their employees would tell, "tankyou bahbaye!" Chinese style! That's the only English phrase they perfected! Cute! :)

I didn't see a suburban area, you know like a community with normal looking houses. I guess they all live in the tall buildings seen everywhere in HK.

***
I'm super sleeepy right now so i will update again tomorrow. Also post some pics. :)

Goodmornayt everyone!

I'm back in Pinas!

And I had a vision of seeing things straight.

2007-11-06T19:15:00.000-08:00

Schedule
Time	Mon	Tue	Wed	Thu	Fri
7-8
8-9	SOC 10 - B	ECON 137 - C-1L	SOC 10 - B
9-10	SOC 10 - B	ECON 137 - C-1L	SOC 10 - B
10-11	ECON 137 - C	ECON 137 - C-1L	ECON 137 - C
11-12	ENG 1(AH) - D1	HIST 1(SSP) - V	ENG 1(AH) - D1	HIST 1(SSP) - V
12-1	ENG 1(AH) - D1	HIST 1(SSP) - V	ENG 1(AH) - D1	HIST 1(SSP) - V
1-2	HUM 2(AH) - E		HUM 2(AH) - E
2-3	HUM 2(AH) - E		HUM 2(AH) - E
3-4	ECON 130 - F		ECON 130 - F
4-5		ECON 104 - Y		ECON 104 - Y
5-6		ECON 104 - Y		ECON 104 - Y
6-7

hello 2nd sem. summer na! =)) i have 21 units lang naman next sem. yeah! go go go! FIGHT!

i have a 30min break every MW for the whole day! what! salamat sa 30mins ha! haha. 3hr econ lab class every tuesday. woah. what the hell?! hahaha. thank goodness because i still have a bunch of GE's to save my life. yay! :) i cancelled my PE which was aerobics dancing (ha ha) because i know i will just cut it when hell week approaches. ;)

last sem was ok. i made it to the dean's list as a college scholar with an average of 1.625 which according to roanne is not so bad. well my goal really was to be a university scholar with an average of 1.45 but i guess my efforts weren't enough. =)) hat's off to those students who made it as a u.s. because clearly it takes a lot of hardwork and patience which i am still lacking. onti pa! haha. nakakapagod kasi mag-aral. pero, for my future, FIGHT! hahaha. walang masamang mangarap, so my dream of becoming a university scholar still holds. hangga't my GE, may pag-asa pa ako. hahahahaha. sorry bobo, GE lang kaya ko i-flat 1 eh. :P (ha ha ha)

happy birthday pep! (nov6)
advance happy birthday bethsieee giep! (nov7)

enjoy the remaining blissful days of our sembreak. love it! with matching actions! hahaha. :P

remember the dead.

2007-11-02T16:18:00.000-07:00

just got home from pangasinan and bataan. tour of luzon. haha. kapagowwwd umupo sa kotse ng buong araw. haha. celebrated halloween in lingayen, pangasinan (hometown of my dad) and celebrated all saint's day in samal, bataan (hometown of my mom). side trips every now and then. haha. tinatamad ako mag upload ng pics at tinatamad din akong magsulat. ang sarap tamarin without feeling any pressure. HAHAHA. almost 2 weeks pa ang sembreak ko. SARAP! iba talaga pag sa bundok nag-aaral eh. ;) haha.

HAPPY 18th birthday chapot! see you gensan friends again tomorrow. catch ya latur. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRACKY! =)

2007-10-30T02:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRACKY! =) because when i say "i love you" i mean it.

there was never a perfect story.
there was never a perfect guy.
there was never a perfect script for a perfect love team.
but there's this thing called love. and love makes its way for it, atleast, to be close enough.
and when i say love, i meant you.

i love the sweet little things you do for me.
like the moment you went to my house and gave me a bunch of peach mango pies just because i was craving for it. haha. cute. :)
and for fulfilling my dream to be a model and have photoshoots anytime. haha.:P you will always be my favorite photographer.:)
for being sooooo patient with spoiled,bratty me. i don't know how you do it. makes me wonder talaga.:P
for volunteering (or were you forced by me lang? haha.) to do my project that has something to do with layouting magazines or drawing. haha. and bratty me will argue pa, "bakit ganyan?!" (ako na ngang nagpapagawa nalang ako pa galit. haha. sorry!)
i love it everytime you visit me in LB. you make my stress go away. :P

i love it when you immitate my voice! haha. so like me. :)) good impersonation! haha. i love it everytime you call because your voice is so sekssaay and maanlaaay! haha. i love your long eyelashes. because of that i'd come up with a theory that you'll be prettier than me if ever you turned out to be a girl. haha. i love how you play basketball because you're such a clean player! the price you pay for being nice is that you always end up getting bruised and abused by those dirty players. haha. i love it when you play the guitar because you look seksay! haha. i love how you react when you're jealous. cute and sweet and funny and irritating and over-acting. haha. i love how you fix my hair! so gay. so cute. i love how you scold me when you don't like what i'm wearing. i love it everytime you're driving. smooth. i love tickling you! nanlalaban! haha. i love your hair. i love your smell. i envy your nose. i envy your redder lips. haha. pero ako pa rin ang mas magadan sayo. ok?:P

you make me right on track. NAKS! hahaha. you make me like being inlove even though it hurts at times. you make me cry and laugh at the same time. you make my heart beat "tracky tracky" HAHA ANG CHEESY! :)) you make me blow my nose on your sleeves. who else in the world would let me do that??? :P

you're the greatest...MAN i know. ;;) and because of that i believe in forever and always. i don't usually write things that i'm not sure of or would regret reading in the future but i'm going to write it down anyways. i love you. always and forever. kahit anong mangyari.
that, i'm sure of. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRACKY! =)

**
napaka random ng mga sinulat ko. di kasi ako mapakali kasi hindi tayo nagkita ngayong araw. haha. babawi ako sa post birthday celeb. promise. for now, ito nalang muna. i don't usually write about love since i'm "shy" nga but i told you so, i'm a changed person. :P ha ha.

EK MADNESS

2007-10-29T21:30:00.000-07:00

ENCHANTED KINGDOM IS STILL LOVE.

(we're just really getting old. haha)

sembreak promo. :) up and admu id's only. :P

EK MADNESS

first ride. bump and bumper. haha.

raise your hands up in the air! :)

bff's @ log jam

that's what you call acting. :)

pirates are hot!

roanne, febby,mara,selle (beautiful faces huh?:P)

selle,anna,gayle,ezelle,roanne (shocked!)

happy halloween! :D

paintball

dead tired!

more pics on my multiply http://selletot.multiply.com

now it's time to rest! ;)

hello world :)

2007-10-27T03:10:00.000-07:00

because i am now a certified dork and geek and brainiac!

i was hoping to spend my sembreak in singapore and malaysia, BUT UNFORTUNATELY, my passport will be released on NOVEMBER 10 pa! everything was already booked: tickets, hotel, etc. as in major nakakainis talaga!!! there was no way to process my passport in less than two days because of the machine blah blah blah. hay naku! sobrang my hopes were so high it could kill me. hahahaha. ohwell. next time nalang. :( sa november 10. :) hahahaha. i can attend cha's 18th birthday party on the 3rd na! yey!

EK madness, loveness with gensan friends tomorrow. i can't wait! the last time i went to EK was yearsss ago. haha. i need this getaway. i need some time off. i need some time to stop myself from thinking too much. the hurting just has to stop.

UMAASA PA RIN AKONG BABALIK KA.

because when it comes to love i have no control. because it is easier to teach your heart to love rather than NOT love. because i love you STILL.

GRR.

2007-10-20T10:53:00.000-07:00

ayoko ng hindi sure
ayoko ng malabo
gusto ko alam ko
ayoko ng uncertainty
tayo ngayon
uncertain
ayoko ng ganun
hindi ko kasi alam kung anong dapat kung maramdaman
ayoko ng hindi ko alam
gusto ko alam ko.

come a little closer.

2007-10-16T09:42:00.000-07:00

i am going back to LB for the last time this sem tomrorrow and ro's going to drive us there! roadtrip pare! hahaha.

and if God will be good to me, i won't be taking the final exam in stat1 on friday. (i'll know tomorrow if i'm a finalist but i'm keeping my fingers crossed...) so this means early sembreak for me and no final exams for this sem! amazing! :) i am thisclose to being freeeee again!

***
sidetrack:

i thought when you love, everything will fall into place. sadly hindi pala. :(

:(

2007-10-16T07:39:00.001-07:00

i got my heart broken. . . again.

2007-10-06T22:21:00.000-07:00

barely two weeks left and this first sem will be nothing but a history. hooorraaaahhh. :)

this sem is a bittersweet experience for me.

i am actually a true blue college student already coz' i finally had the courage to cut a class. HAHA. you know what class was that? PE! hahaha. i actually cut my PE class three times! claps for me! ;) next sem, i'm targetting one GE class to cut. haha.

this sem, i didn't do anything fun except to work my butt off and burried myself with books. i have made friends with dornbusch's intermediate macroeconomics, nicholson's microeconomic theory, sir manalo's syllabus in eco102, sir cuevas' syllabus in eco101 and that bloody lecture book in stat1. my sci calc's my favorite thing in the world. i'm such a geeky-nerdy-brainiac-puuurfectionist creature this sem and years forward i'll just laugh over how i was so depressed over a 17/20 take home exam and not getting a perfect score in my exams. taena define g.c. this sem talaga. HAHAHA.

just my long exams in polsci,eco102,psy1, pre-fi in stat1, reflection papers and magazine for psy1 and a final paper in cwts2 and i'm done for this sem! yay! :) i can almost smell sembreak... ohhhh. hello to 12 hours of sleep again. hello to being stress freeeeee at last! hello to dvd marathons, house crashing and hooking up with my lovelove girl friends. just a few more days, come on! fight fight!

september was break-up season and now i know the reason why octoberfest comes after september. :) hahahaha.

this sem i learned that some things are just beyond your control.

LEARNED HELPLESSNESS.the hopelessness learned when humans perceive no control over repeated bad events.

thanks ms.kat for such a fun-filled learning experience in psy1. superrr enjoy. guys,kunin niyo ang psy1 na GE swear ang saya. :D

no matter how much i tried, no matter how much i wanted a thing so bad, no matter how much effort i exert, no matter how much i prayed to God about it... if it's really not meant for me, hindi talaga. i know God will give me better things if i just wait for the right time.

so many blessings this sem. so many heartaches as well.

i may not be at my best right not, but i'm BETTER. :)

top 20 schools in the philippines

2007-10-04T23:22:00.000-07:00

TOP 20 SCHOOLS IN THE PHILIPPINES This statistics is a result of the study conducted by the Professional Regulations Commission(PRC) and the Commission on Higher Education (CHED), based on the average passing in the BOARD EXAMINATIONS OF ALL COURSES of all universities and colleges in the Philippines. This study is concluded every 10 years. Below is the result of the first study from 1992 to 2001.

Eleven schools come from Luzon, two from the Visayas and seven from Mindanao.

1. University of the Philippines (Diliman Campus /Luzon)
2. University of thePhilippines (Los Banos Campus/ Luzon)
3. University of the Philippines (ManilaCampus /Luzon)
4. Silliman University (Dumaguete City / Visayas)
5. Ateneo deDavao University (Davao / Mindanao)
6. Ateneo de Manila University (Manila /Luzon)
7. University of Sto. Tomas (Manila / Luzon)
8. Mindanao State University(Iligan Institute ofTech/ Mindanao)
9. Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila (Manila/Luzon)
10. Saint Louis University (Baguio City / Luzon)
11. University of San Carlos (Cebu City / Visayas)
12. Xavier University (Cagayande Oro / Mindanao)
13. Mindanao State University (Main / Mindanao)
14. UriosCollege (Butuan City / Mindanao)
15. Polytechnic University of thePhilippines(Manila/ Luzon)
16. De La Salle University (Manila / Luzon)
17. Mapua Institute of Technology (Manila / Luzon)
18. Adamson University (Manila /Luzon)
19. Central Mindanao University ( Bukidnon/Mindanao)
20. University of Southern Philippines (Davao /Mindanao)

copied from http://www.tristancafe.com/forum/25086

***
friends, in the name of statistics so be it. :)
o wag masyadong dibdibin ok? numbers lang yan. screw numbers! i hate math! hahahaha.
it will still be up to YOU to make it to the TOP. ok? ok? :) spread the love friends! =D

almost.

2007-10-02T05:36:00.000-07:00

i'm doing this not because i have forgotten you already but because i need to move forward with my life.

i'm doing this because the hurting just has to stop.

i'm doing this because "we just can't seem to get it right."

i'm doing this because i think you stopped needing me.

i'm doing this because i know i can never be enough. (sorry ang drama. :P)

i'm doing this because i miss you.

i'm doing this not to hurt you. i believe i've done enough.

i'm doing this because i love you still.

people always leave. but sometimes they come back.

will you?

ending.

2007-10-01T00:22:00.000-07:00

SUPPOSED TO BE...

BUT NOT QUITE.

a lonely september.

2007-09-25T20:08:00.001-07:00

September was such a blur.

I haven't really updated this blog with anything that has been happening/had happened in my life for Septacular September. i don't know where to start and i don't want to know yet how it is going to end.

***

alas kwatro ng umaga.

nag aantay.
nag iisip.
tulala.
nag tatanong.
nag tataka.
nasasaktan.
umaasa.
nangangarap.
inaantok.
kape.
libro.
telepono.
musika.
binabalikan ang nakaraan.
iniiwasan ang kapalaran.
tinatakbuhan ang katotohanan.
nabubuhay.namamatay.
lulubog.lilitaw.
lahat din pala'y lilisan.

alas kwatro ng umaga.

napag-iiwanan.

2007-09-25T19:46:00.000-07:00

napag-iiwanan na ng panahon.

HAHAHAHA.

2007-09-12T11:33:00.000-07:00

At bakit tumutugtog yung theme song kong kinanta ni say alonzo? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. hindi, ex theme song pala. hindi na pala ako aasa. hindi na.

huwag hanapin ang pag-ibig, ito'y darating, ito'y darating sayo.
CHEESIEST LINE EVER PARE. hahahaha.

i'll be okay. i should be okay. :)

i can't actually put into words how i'm feeling right now. kaya ito, nakiki buhay sa mga buhay ng iba at lyrics ng kanta. hahaha.

basta. i'll be okay. at grabe na talaga ang mga background music ko ah.

i can't say goodbye. i'll never say goodbye.

pwede bang mag rewind?

2007-09-07T05:37:00.000-07:00

"Three Cheers For Five Years"
Mayday Parade

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to

***
i'm sorry my love would never be enough.
:'(

:(

2007-09-07T04:20:00.000-07:00

nagmamahal lang ako.

nagmamahal lang ako sa paraan na kaya ko.

ICEBAG8

2007-08-29T01:22:00.000-07:00

ICEBAG8
THE FAREWELL PERFORMANCE NI KIKO, RAND AT CHAN-CHAN.

Ayoko sa taong hindi masabi ang tunay niyang nararamdaman.

B1: You don't have to be sarcastic.
B2: You don't have to be demanding.

G1: Ayoko sa kapeng walang asukal.
B1: Bakit, matapang?
G1: Hindi. Mapait. Parang mga alaala.

Kahit anong bait at buti niya, hindi niya kontrolado ang damdamin ng iba.

G1: Umibig na ba kayo?
G2: At hindi na muling iibig pa.

B1: Ano bang meron siya na hindi ko kaya ibigay?
G1: Buhay.

B1: Saan ka ba takot? Sa kasalanan o sa pag-ibig?
G1: Iisa lang sila.

Ang pag-ibig ay isang digmaan.

When you fall inlove, walang dahilan. Siguro when you fall out of love, ganoon din.

Kung walang sakit, hindi pagmamahal iyon.

para sa yo :)

2007-08-26T06:37:00.000-07:00

i am currently loveloving this song.

"Samson"
By Regina Spektor

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go, I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
He ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed
And history books forgot about us and the bible didn't mention us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came fallin' on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful and came into my bed
Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
And kissed me 'til the mornin' light, the mornin' light
And he kissed me 'til the mornin' light

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bed
Oh, we couldn't bring the columns down
Yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
And history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you firs.

***tracky this is the song that i'm telling you about. :x

where?

2007-08-23T04:05:00.001-07:00

i am getting there.

DFA

2007-08-21T19:34:00.000-07:00

nakapunta ka na ba sa Department of Foreign Affairs? :)

tinatanong lang. :)

driver.

2007-08-19T20:35:00.000-07:00

i am such a lousy, bad and reckless driver.

sorry sa mga naabala kung driver kanina habang paikot-ikot-ikot-ikot-ikot ako sa BF kanina. HAHAHAHA.

ok lang yan. practice makes perfect. :))

brrooom. brooooom.

egay.

2007-08-16T12:00:00.000-07:00

i'm baaaacckkkkkk. rar.

salamat bagyong egay. dahil sa'yo hindi natuloy ang exam ko sa econ101(macro) na sobrang tinatamad ako pag-aralan dahil alam kong bloodshed ang exam dun. hahaha. parang sa stat1 lang.
Lord God please. ayoko po mag finals ng stat1. please let me pass the midterms in stat1. please let me be included sa 37% lang na pumasa sa lahat ng nagtake nun. Lord. have mercy. please.:(

pagod na pagod na ang mga neurons ko kaka aral. at save the best for last pa talaga sa econ101. hay hay hay. unti-unti nang gumuguho ang mga pangarap ko ngayong sem. HAHAHA. minsan na nga lang ako mag papaka gracon(grade conscious, napulot ko kay dada. hahaha) pagbigyan na ako.

i am so missing highschool this week. i've been torturing myself everyday, looking at the pics we've captured when we were in hs. those were the days. those were the days na hindi ako nag-aaral pa. those were the days na every morning, i look forward to another day spent with the greatest people i met, those were the days na hindi ako pressured, those were the days na masayang masayang masaya lang talaga ako, those were the days na ang payat-payat ko pa. wahahahaha. those were the days. those were the days that i'd kill to relive even just for a day. GENSAN SOBRANG MISS NA MISS NA MISS KO NA KAYO. ngayon lang ako kinakabahan kapag may reporting sa klase. bakit? kasi hindi ko memorize yung pagkatao at galaw nila. hindi sila nakukuha sa tingin, sa paki-usap. hindi uso ang kaibi-kaibigan. HAHA. bitter lang sorry naman. :) basta guys, sobrang miss ko na talaga kayo. sobra. :(

at nagpapaka senti na naman ako dito. sabi nga kasi sa news kagabi, nagiging emotional at sentimental ang mga tao kapag umuulan.

tama naman.

2007-08-07T19:21:00.000-07:00

randon LB pics. :)

beautiful borders of AGM1 :)

wasted days with dada. :))

best blockmate ianne i miss. :(

math36 friends.

playing with tracky's slr.

my favorite visitor. :x

2007-08-06T18:58:00.000-07:00

one exam down... five more to go.

the battle continues...

matira matibay.

WAAAAAHT!!!!

2007-08-04T21:31:00.000-07:00

IT'S ALREADY 12.25PM MEANING I ONLY HAVE A FEW HOURS LEFT BEFORE I GO BACK TO LB AND STAY THERE FOR 2 STRAIGHT WEEKS BECAUSE I HAVE AN EXAM SCHEDULED ON SATURDAY...AFTERNOON AND A BLOODY ESSAY EXAM ON POLSCI ON MONDAY. first time ever in my college life that i will stay in LB on a weekend. wow thriller. =))

THE NEXT 2 WEEKS WILL BE BLOODY HELL.

EXERCISE 6 AND 7 IN STAT LAB TOMORROW FOLLOWED BY A LONG EXAM IN PSY1. no time for lunch or any snack because i have this 6-hr class without any break at all. you'll see me in campus tomorrow running from phy sci to hum at around 1pm. don't ever bother saying a word when you see me because are just wasting my precious time. (hahahaha. harsh. a hug would be fine.:D)

THEN I HAVE AN EXAM ON FRIGGIN' ECON102 ON TUESDAY, A REPORTING IN MGT101 ON THURS, AN EXAM IN MGT101 ON FRIDAY AND A BLOODY, BLOODY MIDTERMS EXAM IN STAT ON SATURDAY.

right now,
I SO COULDN'T ANSWER MY TAKE HOME EXAM IN ECON102. IS IT JUST ME WHO COULDN'T ANSWER WHETHER IT IS POSSIBLE FOR A COMPENSATED DEMAND CURVE FOR A CERTAIN GOOD TO BE FLATTER THAN ITS ORDINARY DEMAND CURVE?

PARDON THE ALL CAPS.

super natataranta na akooooooooooo.

kriselle's big brothers.

2007-07-28T04:38:00.000-07:00

kriselle's big brothers.

i have two older brothers coming from two different worlds.

the younger one is known for being the "sosyalero" one while the oldest is known for being the "maka masa" type of person. and i might say that i have both worlds at its best.

the younger brother, now 23, is already at the pick of his business career. he graduated from dlsu-manila at the age of 20(i think?:P) with a degree in marketing. he has bought himself a car already, owns a franchise of NYfries in edsa shang, and works with AyalaLand earning as much or if i may say more than what my father earns in a year. his friends are rich, big time people he's been with all his life from high school to college and now with his work. he would be the person i would go to whenever i'll ask for a gift during special occasions or make "palibre" whenever we pass by starbucks or gonuts. he would be the one who would tease me about how old school my cellphone is and brag his current buy. he'd be the perfect company when you make "lait" things or people (hahahaha). he's a certified little boy at heart because you'll catch him laughing his heart out while watching spongebob squarepants or sitting quietly playing with his psp. you'd drool over his things wishing someday you'll be as filthy rich as him. he's so tight when it comes to money and very wise in decision making. i admire his passion for his work and sheer determination to suceed at such a young age. his world is his training ground.

the eldest, turning 25 tomorrow, is yet to finish a college degree. he's in 4th yr now taking up nursing. he had shifted to 3 or 4 courses already in 3 different schools. he still lives in our house, arrives home at 5 in the morning most of the time, sometimes had a drink or was out partying all night with his friends. his friends are the kurimaws, the sunog baga's, the maintenance men, the senior citizens whom he's always with during inuman sessions and tong its and billiards tournament here in our village. he would be the person who would bug me all day to buy him a basketball, a perfume or a doughnut. he served as my driver during highschool dropping and picking me up after class. we'd bond over a tapsilog meal in don galo's after a swimming session and both of us are satisfied with that. i had numerous times did his research, his paper, did the typing and printing for him and helped him with his school work. i get irritated easily when he pinches me or tickles the first time he sees me home from LB. he is the ultimate life of the party, being the natural comedian. a family gathering or outing would never be as loud and fun if he's not there. i admire his wit and his drive to move on after all the downfall he's encountered in life.

both of my older brothes are the recepient of my mom's novena everytime she visits the baclaran church every wednesday. i just know it. for my rich brother, continuous blessing and guidance in every decisions he has to make. for my maka masa brother, for the speedy time we'll finally see him graduate and pursue a better life.

if there's such thing as balance in every family, i think mine would be a good nominee. i've been a witness of their struggles, their comparisons, their failures, their mistakes, their accomplishments, their ups and down. i cried when they are both being scolded or punished. i feel guilty when they are scolded or punished. i too, like my mom, pray for them. there's this blacksheep and there's this accomplished one. i'm the middle person, the balancer. HAHA.

i have two completely opposite brothers whom i'm very lucky to have. although i may not show or say it to them, but they are one of my priceless treasures and the two men very dear to my heart. they have their own ways of making me feel lucky to be their little sister and i can't thank God enough for that. people should not compare them because they are completely different and excel in two COMPLETELY OPPOSITE fields. people have their own time to shine, i know that would come to my oldest brother soon. i'm praying for that. and may that be his wish for his birthday tomorrow, happy birthday! :)

midterms and unit exams.

2007-07-19T20:39:00.000-07:00

tentative schedules of my exam.

july30 or aug1 - psy1

august 2 - econ102

august 9 (the latest) - econ101

august 11 - stat1 (KATAAAAKOT!)

polsci and mgt101 i don't know when.

breathing room please.

i know, ang luwag kaya. ehhhhh.
nangangarir mode nga ako. hahahaha.

hey let's go fight! hello to 0% life again.

EXCITING! =)

now i know.

2007-07-18T20:38:00.000-07:00

note to myself:

ALWAYS BRING A CALCULATOR WITH ME.

i super super super hate pop quizzes.

strike two na ako. first in stat1. then in econ101. from now on, my calculator is my second watch. cannot leave the house without it.HAHAHA.

harry potter marathon week nga ako eh. maki sabay naman minsan please sa schedule ko. hahahaha. this is the only week where i'm keeping my books on the shelves (where they belong) yet uso ang pop quiz ngayong week. bad trip. hahahahaha.

and the bonus item for that pop quiz in econ 101 was...
what is the forex rate of 1 peso to a dollar today (10cents over and under lang yung icoconsider).
my initial reaction was, HELLO AS IF I WATCH THE NEWS OR READ THE NEWPAPERS! =))
anyways, my answer was 45.67
and the correct answer:
45.28

ahhhhh. ok. yun pala.

hahahaha.

i'm going home tomorrow.:) and hopefully i'll be able to finish watching harry potter 5 na, the last time kasi, nag walk out ako sa sinehan. hahahaha. si tracky kasi eh. >:p joke lang! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">happy 18th birthday jushie! :)

gensan reunite! hopefully i'll see some of you guys on saturday. miss you all!

i'm blogging because i have this 4 hour break and i don't want to go home just yet because i'll be with the walls and my bed and the dvd player and the tv again. it's nice to be in places where there are actually people(more than 1) inside. HAHA. so yun. nag aaksaya ako ng oras dito. hahaha.

but i think dada (my housemate) should be home by now. so BYE INGAT! =)

TRACKY MORE THAN 100 PICTURES YUNG CAMWHORE SESSION NATIN KAHAPON. pare-parehas lang naman yung mga mukha natin. =)) funny! :P

goodbye, hello!

2007-07-16T02:40:00.000-07:00

i can't get over the finale of season 4 of one tree hill.

bakit hindi ako nabitin?? bakit parang natapos na talaga? bakit parang wala ng season5?? bakit walang namatay?? hahaha.

hands down to the writers of OTH. you never ever fail to make me cry and make my heart stop in every episode. lovelovelove it! :):):)

YOU ARE DESTINED FOR GREATNESS.
-L.Scott to P.Sawyer
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww =">

so be it.

2007-07-16T02:24:00.000-07:00

i have this favorite priest in STCJP (St. Therese of Child Jesus Parish). i've been wanting to blog about him for quite some time now because he's really, really good. there's never a dull moment in his homily and how he put it into words for people to understand more is just amusing.

last sunday, i went to mass and i decided to write down the line that would struck me the most in his homily. as fate would have played a trick on me yet again, let me share to you this line...

loving our neighbors does not exclude anyone.

so for all my pains, confusion, frustration, anger and hate i have inside of me these past few weeks, in the name of God i am letting all of these go.

having so much hatred in my heart would not make me a better person.

and so be it.

this one's for you.

2007-07-10T03:45:00.000-07:00

di mapipilit ang pusong iba ang isinisigaw.

- lotlot de leon

i miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssss.

2007-07-05T19:05:00.000-07:00

like hell.

i am not, in any way connected to the outside world.

i don't watch tv.
i don't read the newspaper.
i don't go online.

i don't do.

yok.

hahahahaha.

in short, sobrang wala akong life. as in 0% talaga.

mamamatay na ako sa microeconomics(econ102). grabe. define nosebleed every second sa meeting na yun. HUHUHU. o sadyang ako lang talaga yung slow at di maka gets sa indifference curves, partial derivatives, MRS, lagrangean multiplier (pronounce mo nga ng tama! haha), engel curve, so so so so so zzzzzzzzzzz.

HAHA.

you know what keeps me busy for the past 3 weeks?

i eat, i go to class, i study, i eat, i go to class, i eat, i sleep, i eat, i study, i sleep.

then the sun rises and welcome another day! :D

no wonder nagiging baboy ako eh diba??? hahaha. ilang beses ba ako kumakain sa isang araw?=))

sorry naman please. =)

sana magka broadband na kami sa apartment para naman maiba ng onti yung routine ng buhay ko. hahaha. parang pagkatapos ng sem na ito, baboy at dork na dork na ako. hahaha.

i missssssssssssss las piñas. =)

there's no place like homey home home. :)

i forgot to bring my camera with me here in LB this week. so sad. no picture moments nung team building sa cwts2 at dinner ng math36. wala pa akong camwhore moments since i can't remember. oh no.

this is really bad!!!

hahaha.

i miss all the people i love! =)

do you know what it feels like being alone.

2007-06-30T00:03:00.000-07:00

do you know what it feels like eating

alone?

do you know what it feels like being in a room

alone?

do you know what it feels like spending most of your time

alone?

do you? do you? do you?

do you know what it feels like to be in my place even just for a while?

sensitivity people. a little bit of that would help.

i am not being selfish. i have had just enough of it already.

TAMA NA. SOBRA NA.

nasan sila?

i don't know.

and don't let it reach to the point that my answer would be

i don't care.

because i'm moving out,
for good.

let's get this over with.

2007-06-27T03:49:00.000-07:00

i've waited all my life to cross this line, to the only thing that's true.

oha oha. panis kayo sa background music ko! =) hahaha. alala ko favorite song ko pa yan dati eh. :) hahaha. those were the days. camown. haha.

anyway highway.

i miss a lot of people. i miss a lot of things. i miss the way how things were used to be.

i miss HIGHSCHOOL. so overrated. i know. eh sa miss ko na ang seton eh bakit ba. hahaha. i miss flag ceremony!(under the heat of the sun! hey do they still do that? HAHA.) i miss praying before and after the class. (st.elizabeth ann seton, pray for us. aaaaaaaaaawwwwwww! i miss that! :( not majority of our school population's catholic, so we don't practice that kind of thing i guess.) i miss the trellis. i miss sir iean castellano and ms. grace. i miss intrams. i miss wearing a uniform. i miss pangangarir ng mga projects. i miss the audi. i miss cws. i miss the highs and lows of higschool. but most of all i miss the people in MY highschool. you guys are just irreplaceable. (to the left...to the left. HAHA.)

i missmissmissmissmissmiss all the things/people i lovelovelove.

bakit ba laging tuwing start ng sem, trip down memory lane ako lagi. hahahaha. sume-senti lang. healthy naman yang pa emote-emote paminsan-minsan eh. hahahaha.

who am i?

2007-06-23T22:04:00.000-07:00

bored ako patawarin naman. HAHAHA. hindi ko pa nasusubmit yung paper na ito for psy1 so kung may wrong grammar or walang sense, OR MALING MALI TALAGA (HAHAHA) feel free to correct. promise ok lang talaga. :) naisipan ko lang talaga ipost. para naman maging close na tayo. HAHAHA.

***
Who am I?
I often find myself asking that question too, most of the time. And I have never really found the perfect answer yet. I think no one can really describe oneself perfectly from head to toe, heart and soul. But then again, there’s no harm in trying.

I have two completely different persons in my body. So that makes me weird and complicated. I am a happy-go-lucky type of person but know when to be serious when the occasion calls for it. One moment you’ll see me bursting (and I mean bursting) with energy and the next moment I’m all meek and behaved not because I’m tired but I’m just thinking. I love spontaneity but I hate surprises. I plan a lot, never really follows it but have it done just in the knick of time. I always want to stand out but blends perfectly well in a crowd. I am both the wallflower and the life of the party. I am a kid by heart (forever will be) but thinks mature for her age (or at least I would like to believe so). I dream big, I aim high, and I want to be best in whatever it is I choose to do. I never want to settle for the second best, because I always want to be the best. I am just competitive in nature which is not really so bad but that makes me weak in dealing with failures. I cry a lot, laugh a lot, sleep a lot, and talk a lot. I am both an introvert and extrovert. So what does that say about me? I am both at the extremes. I never want to settle in the middle. It’s either I’m too good, too loved or I’m too dumb or too hated.

I can get on your nerves at times because of my uncanny ability to annoy people (hey sorry!=P). I am a smooth talker so I easily get away with things. I am a crowd pleaser that sometimes I try too hard and will always be afraid that I am never going to be good enough. I am a leader but I know how to follow so that makes me a wonderful leader (hahaha). I always want things to go my way so that makes me a spoiled little brat. Also, I’m the jack of all trades but the master of none. I just want to do so many things but call myself one lazy pig. I am despised by many but loved by most.

But there will always be some things that most people would not know about you. I have always been labeled as “the chosen one” because people thought I had everything in life. That is so not true because I have a lot of insecurities in life. I appear to be that intimidating, brave and very confident girl but inside me is a weak heart. I just want to appear brave and happy all the time because I am expected to be. I wouldn’t ever want people to suspect that there’s something going wrong with my oh so perfect life as they would see it. But I admit it; I also want people to know that I am too is human just like them. I think sometimes they forget that part.

So I guess that’s enough to explain why I have two persons dwelling inside my body. Let me now describe my lighter side, the things I love doing. I really have this passion for writing. Writing is an outlet for me; it is where I vent out my emotions, my creative side, my artistic side. I did not want it to be my profession because I wouldn’t want to write for money. I want to write because I love doing it and nobody’s forcing me to. Someday I want to publish my own book but I hadn’t really thought about it yet. In God’s perfect time I would be able to plan about it.

I was so happy to have finally been enrolled in Psy1 as part of my GE for the ssp domain. On all four of my college application forms, BS Psychology had been my first option. And I ended up as a BS Economics student here at UPLB dealing with my least favorite subject of all, math. You know the saying that it’s not meant to be? I heard that consolation saying tons of times already. What I want to be in the next few years had been one of the most difficult decisions I made over the past months. I was just so torn. There was this crazy battle of prestigious schools and of the two prestigious professions, being a doctor and being a lawyer. And now that I am already on my sophomore year, I wouldn’t want to turn my back now. I will pursue being a lawyer if God permits me to be. And hopefully, I can finally say that yes, I have made the right choice.

So now, who am I again?

I am this crazy girl whose life is one big party. And yes, I love every bit of it. Though sometimes I would often daydream about me being a completely different person but that’s forgivable because humans in nature are never contented. I may never be contented with my life but there’s one thing I am sure of. I am blessed. I have a family who will always, always be behind my back no matter what. I have my beloved friends whom some of us have spent a solid 13 years of togetherness and growth as individuals. And I have this life. Out of the billions there are now, there is one life allotted for me. I am blessed to have been given a chance at it.

So now I have answered who I am right now. But I have a lifetime more ahead to write about who I will be. Whoever God wants me to be. I have an entire lifetime to work on that. And I should start about working on that…now.

things you do when you're sooo bored.

2007-06-22T02:41:00.000-07:00

i got this from friendster. i am just really, soooo bored. HAHAHA.

1. What do you say most when you're
trying not to curse?
+ pucca shells, pooh. mahilig ako sa cartoon character nuh? :))

2. Do you own a mp3 player?
+ yup

3. Which Person On Your Friends List Do
You Talk To The Most?
+ yung mga nasa featured friends ng friendster ko. and then some.

4. What Time Is Your Alarm Clock Set
To?
+ 6:45am

5. Do You Want To Fall In Love?
+ yes

6. Do You Wear Flip-Flops When It's
Cold?
+ yes. ulitimate tsinelas queen ako eh. hahaha.

7. Would You Rather Take The Picture
Or Be In The Picture?
+ AHAHAHAHA. OBVIOUS BA?! be in the picture. camwhore eh :)

8. What Was The Last Movie You
Watched?
+ save the last dance2 on dvd. spidey3 on cinema (loser spidey pa lang napapanuod ko. hahaha.)

9. Do Any Of Your Friends Have
Children?
+ yes

10. Has Anyone Ever Called You Lazy?
+ HAHA. oo naman.

11. Do You Ever Take Medication To
Help You Fall Asleep?
+ nope. sleeping's my best-est sport.

12. What CD Is Currently In Your CD
Player?
+ paramita

13. Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate
Milk?
+ chocolate milk

14. Has Anyone Told You A Secret This
Week?
+ yata?

15. When Was The Last Time You Had
Starbucks?
+ sorry walang starbucks sa lugar ko ngayon eh. haha.

16. Can You Whistle?
+ nagpapanggap. hahaha.

17. Do You Have A Trampoline In Your
Back Yard?
+ uyyy sosyal naman. hahaha.

18. Do You Think People Talk about you
behind your back?
+ oo

19. Did You Watch Cartoons As A Child?
+ yes

22. Is There Anything Wrong With Girls
Kissing Girls?
+ iccckkkk.

23. Do You Own Any Band T-Shirts?
+ uhmmm wala pa ata.

24. What Is Your Favorite Salad
Dressing?
+ wala. hahaha.

25. Is anyone in love with you?
+ oo naman! =x

26. Do You Do Your Own Dishes?
+ yes

27. Ever Cry In Public?
+ yes

29. Are You Currently Wanting Any
Piercings Or Tattoo?
+ nope

31. Would You Ever Date Anyone Covered
In Tattoos?
+ ickkkk. no.

32. What Did You Do Before This?
+ taong bahay.

33. When Was The Last Time You Slept
On The Floor?
+ i can't remember

34. How Many Hours Of Sleep Do You
Need To Function?
+ 6 i guess

35. Do You Eat Breakfast Daily?
+ yes

37. What are you doing right now?
+ answering this

38. Do you use sarcasm?
+ yes

39. Have you ever been in a fight?
+ yes

40. Are You Picky About Spelling And
Grammar?
+ yes

41. Have You Ever Been To Six Flags?
+ nadaanan lang. haha.

42. Have You Ever Gotten Beat up?
+ waaaht asa. hahaha.

43. Do You Get Along Better With The
Same Sex Or The Opposite?
+ pareho lang.

44. Do you like mustard?
+ no.

45. Do You Sleep On Your Side,
Stomach, Or Back?
+ kahit ano. :P

46. Do You Watch The News?
+ yes sometimes

47. How Did You Get One Of Your Scars?
+ malikot ako nung bata eh.

48. Who Was The Last Person To Make
You Mad?
+ SI WENDY NG PBB! =))

50. What Is The Last Thing You
Purchased?
+ i photocopied some lecture so i guess that.

back in LB.

2007-06-21T21:50:00.000-07:00

school girl na ako ulit. yiheeeeeeeee.

aral mode ako. ok.

dapat.

ok.

=)

finally reg!

2007-06-15T06:08:00.000-07:00

after 1 week of online registration aka systemone, i was finally able to finalize my schedule and got my form5 printed today. yes! classification: SO na meeee! =)) i am no longer a freshman so that means i do not have any excuses whenever i get so lost or so late. HAHA.

here's my sched for the 1st sem:

Time	Monday	Tuesday	Wednesday	Thursday	Friday	Saturday
7-8
8-9	STAT 1	ECON 101	STAT 1	ECON 101
9-10		ECON 101		ECON 101
10-11	STAT 1 (lab)
11-12	STAT 1 (lab)
12-1	STAT 1 (lab)
1-2	PSY 1	PE 2-FVB	PSY 1	PE 2-FVB
2-3	PSY 1	MGT 101	PSY 1	MGT 101
3-4	POSC 1	MGT 101	POSC 1	MGT 101
4-5		ECON 102		ECON 102
5-6		ECON 102		ECON 102
6-7

it is not really that oh so super loaded. but it's wayyyy loaded than my sched last sem. kaya nga ako naging baboy last sem eh super puro breaks kaya ako nun. super literal kain,tuloy lang talaga. =)) i don't have any classes on a friday so friday is a rest/assignment or project or paper/meeting day. and movie marathon day as well! :) haha.

since febby's in diliman na, we have two new housemates, DADA and ARCHIE. welcome to la ville sorority! HAHAHA. AS IF. =)) that makes us four, so that makes us louder, crazier and did i say louder and crazier? ;)

so hello to being a SOPHOMORE! haha. hopefully higher grades because i have no more 5 unit/nosebleeding/head aching/life destroying math na. stat nalang. yes thank you Lord take one lahat. hahaha. i'll miss super bulok na math bldg.

so hey let's go let's fight! start the school year right!
(rhyming HAHA.)

roadtrip.

2007-06-13T08:05:00.000-07:00

yesterday i was in LB.
today i was in diliman.
tomorrow i will be back again in LB.

FINALLY! 18 UNITS NA AKO!!! SANA MAKA ENROLL NA AKO BUKAS! ANG SAYA SAYA 10am-4pm STRAIGHT AKO EVERY MONDAY! NO BREAKS! YEHEY! SUPER FAVORITE DAY KO NA ANG MONDAY! =))

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY KAREN! :)
nawiwili ako sa all caps ah. haha.

feeling taga katips ako today! haha. UPdiliman, to classy Areneyow. i get to enter pa gonzaga bldg at makita ang publication room ng matanglawin. haha. cool! di pa implemented yung no id no entry ng areneyow eh. i was with my super best friends all day and as usual, super riot. lumilindol sa world chicken. for real. hahaha. sa kaingayan namin. :)

and it could have been that way for the rest of my college life but i opted to stay in LB. :( sometimes, what makes you happy is not what's best for you. and it's truly painful to accept. in life, there would always be reasons and purpose for whatever decision you make and you just have to face it. accept it. deal with it. live with it. i know in time i will be able to say that i am proud to be from UPLB.

3 taon nalang. maging masaya ka kriselle! maging masaya ka! hahaha.

still.

2007-06-10T10:58:00.000-07:00

one more subject please? :(

please?
please?
please?

so that i could enroll on the 14th.

please cancel your slots either on hum2 or psy1. :)

***

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CJ! :)

reunion na naman ng gensan tonight. riot na naman yun.
huling hirit bago magpasukan!
oh yessss!

whenever i am with my gensan friends, i just feel... happy. :)
so at home.
so comfortable.
so fun.

so floating on air happy.

parang drugs.

hey people, for you to get high no need for drugs, or for alcohol.
just find some real friends.

and then some.

2007-06-09T17:08:00.000-07:00

i have earned 1 GE subject, Posc1 (political science1) and i have reserved the PE class which is volleyball!

and as i go to church tonight, i shall be praying to get one of the subjs that i am put on waitlist. please. isa nalang talaga. :) either psy1 or hum2 i'd be happy na. super. :)

i do not have any classes on a friday BUT i have cwts2 classes on saturdays. i am not very happy about that. well on the brighter side, some of my cwts1 friends are also on the same class with me for cwts2 so i'd guess that would be fun.

still saturdays in los baños??? or wherever we will be assigned.
bummer.

friday nights would not be my most anticipated time of the week anymore.

i won't be sleeping much tonight.

2007-06-09T03:32:00.000-07:00

thanks to systemone i am still wide awake.
and it is already 3:17 AM.

enlistment as what they have described it is hell.

more than 1000 students are logged in all at the same time just a few hours ago. just imagine how freakin' slow it was. it was so frustrating. mentally and emotionally and physically tiring. (hey i'm not kidding.)

but thank goodness i was able to enlist at this very moment. FINALLY! i just hope that i would get the slots. i just need two more GE's. two more. please please please pretty pretty please.

and you know what's keeping me awake, i do not have any classes on a friday! yipeeeeeeee. well i don't know the case for CWTS2 'cause it is still to be announced. please make it monday 4-7. i'd be soooooooo happy. =) i could go home by thursday night! amazing! :D

well. i do not want to set my hopes so high. i still have to wait if i earned that 2 more subjects. or else. prerog. just reading it makes me cringe. bad memories. bad memories.
hahaha.

right now there's nothing else i could do but wait.

wait.
hope.
wait.
hope.
wait.

and wait some more.

upLates.

2007-06-08T20:40:00.000-07:00

haven't been blogging lately. i'm soul searching. ickkkk. hahaha.

happy 2nd birthday to justin. :) (june 06' 07)

and happy 23rd birthday to my big bro. :) (june 07'07)
ay wala pala tayong picture nung birthday mo. hahaha.

technically if they were both born in the philippines they have the same birthday. :P

tracky's in HK and i'm so jealous.
my brother's in Cebu and Bohol and i'm so jealous too.

hahahaha.

school starts in a few more days.
and final na.
UPLB here i come.

i'm sorry i didn't fell inlove with the place/campus as much as most of you did so please don't hate me for that. ok ok ok? =) my heart is with the people in katipunan.

hahahaha.

advance happy birthday to cj and karen! and belated to anne!

daming celebrants.

parteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh. =)

the attack of the j-people.

2007-06-02T09:49:00.000-07:00

jolly people? ha ha ha ha ha ha.

jolly na jolly.

sobrang jologs pare. sarapppp! =)) pinagtitinginan kami!

custom timer + sequence mode = super camwhoreness.

more pics on my multiply! :)

sana kung hindi umulan ng malakas mas marami sana kami. :( ohwell.

at feeling ko may mga nagbabasa naman ng blog ko! wow i'm super dee duper happy. =D sayang hindi ko kilala kung sino kayo. haha. ohwell salamat sa pagbisita at sa pagtitiyagang mag basa ng mga kaartehan ko sa buhay. :) (or bored lang talaga kayo nuh? haha. salamat pa rin!)

=)

tsinelas.

2007-05-30T06:57:00.000-07:00

kanina, may nakita akong isang matandang lalaki. to say "taong grasa" or "pulubi/palaboy" is such a cruel way to put it. parang social injustice. but in our everyday conversations we use these words. but now that i'm writing it down, it just feels wrong.

anyways,

sa sidewalk siya naka upo. may malaking plastic bag sa harap niya. naka yuko siya. akala ko nagsosort ng mga gamit niya. tapos nung nadaanan na siya nung kotse namin, nalaman ko na kung anong ginagawa niya.

inaayos niya yung tsinelas niya na natanggal yung pinaka strap. yun naman usually yung madalas masira diba? kakalaro ng patintero para sa mga bata, or sa sobrang gamit para sa mga katulad nila. pinipilit niya i-shoot ulit dun sa pinaka sole ung strap. gamit ang isang barbeque stick. binubutasan niya siguro.

tandang-tanda ko pa yung kulay nung tsinelas eh. black yung sole tapos yellow na strap. di siya yung medyo pasosyal pa na islander. basta yung tsinelas na goma. simpleng-simple. normal na normal.

isang tsinelas na pinipilit pa ayusin para magamit. isang tsinelas na sa ganoong kalagayan, dapat na talagang palitan.

samantalang ako, gumagastos ako ng 895php para sa isang tsinelas. para sa isang havaianas. di pa ako nakuntento sa isa, sa dalawa, sa tatlo, sa apat, sa ...

kalokohan.

nakakaguilty. pero anong magagawa ko? sabi nila, if you have the to money to spend, go. hindi ko naman ninanakaw yung mga perang pinang bili ko nun eh. pero nakakaguilty pa rin.
lalo pa't makakakita ka ng mga ganoong eksena. pero kung di ba ako bumili noon, magkakaroon ba siya ng isang bagong pares ng tsinelas? hindi diba? kung ibibili ko siguro lahat ng taong walang matinong tsinelas dito sa pilipinas, poverty na ako.

hindi yun joke. realidad yun.

mahirap ang bansa natin. pero anong magagawa ko? hindi ako superhero para i-ahon sa kahirapan ang bansa natin. pero kung isang araw, magiging superhero ako, alam ko na ang gagawin ko.

ibibili ko ng tsinelas ang bawat taong wala nito. ang mga walang kakayahang makabili nito.

paano pa ang pagkain? ang tubig? ang damit? ang bahay? ang edukasyon? ang kalusugan?

hindi yun joke. realidad yun.

wisdumb.

2007-05-27T06:21:00.000-07:00

wisdumb is the word i encountered yesterday as i read the newspaper. haha. i find it super cute and i think it fits the mood i have lately. i haven't been gaining anything except for wisdumb. hahaha. cute talaga eh nuh. haha.

ely buendia guested on game na b? yesterday. coolness!

jay of cueshet was an industrial eng. graduate! woah. *gasp* ansama koooooooooo! :))

there's gonna be a book 2 of maging sino ka man. i don't know if i'm going to be happy or sad. ha ha ha. ano na naman kayang pang-iikot ng istorya ang gagawin nila! "jackie and ely forever!" "may pagmamahal kahit sa pamamaalam."

wala na ring let's go at aalog-alog. (jologs kaya me! HAHAHAHA.)

blake didn't win american idol. not that jordin didn't deserve it, i just wanted the new american idol to be different. but not so different like last year's winner taylor. ha ha ha. wouldn't it be cool to have a beatboxer this time around? :) well america decided, so maybe not. hahaha. wala pa akong bet na nananalo sa american idol! booo!

nagdecide na ako between UPLB or UPD. but i didn't want to blog it down muna because i don't want it to be final. hahaha. i can still change my mind. ako na ang i-award ng pinaka malabong babae ever. hahaha.

YM-ing:

kriselle de Guzman: would i choose to play it safe or take the risk? hahaha. i soooo dont know
danna aduna: hahaha
danna aduna: naks ate
danna aduna: pwdeng voiceover sa oth or something hahaha.

danna aduna: pero sa lb, mageexcel ka
danna aduna: sa upd, feeling mo nasa top school ka
danna aduna: medyo nageeven out

Mara Balayan: kriselle anne punzalan de guzman
Mara Balayan: make up your mind!
Mara Balayan: ano ka ba
Mara Balayan: dapat walang panghihinayang
Mara Balayan: magdecide ka ng matino!
Mara Balayan: para kang sira!

WISDUMB.

isang malaking problema.

2007-05-22T03:52:00.000-07:00

ang bigat bigat ng problema ko.

di ko alam kung saan ako papasok sa darating na SY 2007-2008.

it's a close close fight between UPLB (BS Econ) and UP DILIMAN (BA Anthro)

my heart is in econ but it has always been my dream to make it to diliman.

wwaaaaahhhhhhh.

bakit ba kasi di ako na admit sa econ ng diliman??? eh di sana tears of joy na ako ngayon.

Lord nung sinabi kung i can wait for three years matikman ang diliman di ko inaakalang days lang pala eh ibibigay niyo na.

now that i can finally have diliman in the palm of why hands i'm leaving behind naman the course that i have grown to love.

wwaaaahhhhhhhhh.

Lord guide me please.

this has got to be one of the biggest decisions i have to make.

uyyyyy ayoko ng ganun.

i'm so torn. as in like grabe super talaga. i did not ever expect na maaadmit ako sa anthro. as in i asked xara to check it out lang sa dept of anthro just for kicks. kasi naman joke lang halos namin ni karen yung anthro eh. di kasi ako inabot ng gwa ng psych. haha.

ano na? sana bukas my kasagutan na ako.

wait ano ba yung anthro? =))

agham pantao.

wow naman. ha ha ha.

argh.

2007-05-21T21:20:00.000-07:00

so i cannot open my ym and yahoo mail that i've been using since i was in grade 5 because of some lame pathetic loser who has been hacking my account.

great. just great. so now you've won. now what?

that doesn't make you a winner.

because YOU are still a L-O-S-E-R.

POSER.

2007-05-20T13:50:00.000-07:00

paker ka! sana mabasa mo to'.

kung sina ka mang gumagamit ng ym ko. kumukuha ng pics ko. nagpapanggap na ako.

loooooossssssseeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrr ka!

siguro wala kang friend kaya nakiki friend ka sa mga nasa listahan ng ym ko. wala kang kwenta. stalker ka pa! loser! loser! loser! sige lang go. ENVY ME! muwahahaha.

you are ssoooooooooooooooo pathetic. loser.

pinoy big brother.

2007-05-19T22:00:00.000-07:00

pbb season two makes me laugh, makes me cry, makes me wonder, makes me think.

scripted talaga yang pbb.

part of me doesn't want to believe that it is indeed scripted. but come to think of it, put a bunch of normal people inside a house without any connection to the outside world and what would you get. BOREDOM kaya! hahaha. maybe not everything is scripted but there has to be something scripted inside there. or else nobody would watch that so called "reality show."

katulad nalang ng balik-bahay whatsoever na yan. before i used to like wendy because i find her pretty(babaw ng reason haha) pero hello na evict na kaya siya. then now she "comes" back to rekindle her love affair with bruce. likewise with kian, para kay gee-ann naman. showbizzzzzzzzzz. haha.

well really some people watch it just for kicks. but to call it "ang drama ng totoong buhay" (or something like that haha) hindi kayaaaa. haha. the people behind those cameras are the ones who add the drama. haha. but still people watch and buy it. why? because pinoys in nature are tsismoso and tsismosa. :P haha. true kaya.

hey don't worry i watch pbb! :) bodie's a cutieeee! :x

i still love you phoenix suns.

2007-05-19T00:59:00.000-07:00

their series with the san antonio spur's over. and sadly, their quest for their first NBA title still continues.

as a true-blue phoenix sun's fanatic for the past two or three years, yes i feel sad, but i have nothing to be ashamed of. phoenix suns had proven to the whole world that they are one of the best teams in the NBA right now. they have won games now that they couldn't win two years ago. two seasons ago, when they lost to the san antonio spurs in 5 games (i am blogging this down without research because i remember that series very well, 4-1) i cried with them, for them. but now, the suns have grown, have matured as individual players and as a team and have played their hearts out each time they stepped on the court. and i am so very proud of them.

they fought hard in their series with the spurs. a series very much hyped and filled with a lot of controversies...and blood and bruises. and i am only hoping and praying that the team will carry on the experiences they gained on this series with them through the next season. and hopefully to the 2008 playoff games. and eventually to the nba finals.

as what their coach had told them, KEEP THE FAITH. KEEP WORKING.

i will still continue to believe.

i'll see you next season, steve, amare, shawn, leandro, raja, kurt, boris and all the other boys.

hopefully none of them will leave the team because the team's really playing well right now with extremely talented players. they just fell short this year. i'm sure they'll be back next season pumped and better than ever.

and i will still be watching you next year, keeping my fingers crossed and praying that the team will eventually become the next nba champion. the team deserves it as much as the other championship teams do.

i'll keep praying. :)

friday madness.

2007-05-18T03:14:00.000-07:00

it's friiiidaaayyyyyyyy once again meaning i've waster yet another week in this summer vacation by being a BUM. i'm mastering the art of being one. hahaha.

day 5(i think?) of my crazy driving lessons. another day of last minute(errr second) brakes. "clutch halfway sabi eh." "gas gas!" "ok,next gear." "kabig kabig!" "oh tingin muna." "ooopps sorryyyyy." (go figure kung anong lagi kung sinasabi. hahaha.)

and to my dismay tatlong beses akong namatayan ng makina. lintek na half-way clutch yan di ko makuha. haha. sorreeehhhh. i promised myself na automatic ang gusto kung kotse ok? so i wouldn't have to deal with my good buddy mr.clutch na. hahaha. pero that's an improvement na considering na more than 5x ata ako namatayan ng makina kahapon, my muntik na maatrasan na kotse, muntik masabitan, muntik sumemplang... muntik lang naman ehhhh. :)

super enjoy when i'm driving in the highway without jeepneys. that's why i love driving (and zooooming) by daang-hari! 5th gear na ako pare! sabi nga ng mommy ko siya di pa nakakaranas mag 5th gear. eh ako? pshhhh. lovelove it! :)

i despise jeepney drivers, tricycle drivers, mga side car, pedicab, motorcyles and those cars na oovertake-an na nga ako bubusinahan pa ako. sorreeeeeeh po! hahahaha. saludo pa naman ako sa inyong mga jeepney drivers (na hindi kaskasero) pero now hmmmmmmm. haha.

and my phone's broken! argh. i can't txt, can't receive any txt, couldn't call anyone. it's sooooo frustating. what if i'm trapped somewhere?! ibato na yang teleponong yan! good thing my warranty pa sa nokia yung phone ko. mga latest phone models talaga daming mga defects. kung anu-ano kasi nilalagay na features ng phone eh. kulang nalang microwave at ref. haha. ohwell the last time i brought it to the nokia center it took 3 weeks before i was able to get it back. huhu. how long do i have to wait this time? hmf hmf. siguraduhin lang nilang maayos na yun ah. hahaha.

and the long wait of where i'm going to school for the next sem and where i'm going to live(during school days) will finally be over. i guess. goodbye BSBA and BSECO hopes in diliman. huhuhuhu. i guess i keep coming back to los baños. i have to treat it na talaga as my second home coz i'll be living there for the next 3 years na talaga. matitikman din kita diliman. sa college of law. God please. :) that's my last shot of making it to DILIMAN. my ultimate dream school. i'm just waiting for mara to tell me kung pasado rin siya sa dil like bots and tadaaah new housemates! hahaha. crazy. i'll missss you botbot! congrats you finally made it to diliman! God answers our prayes indeed. for me, my answer is to wait. i can handle that. time flies.

so hello UPLB once again. i thought it's goodbye for good na sayo. pero God has a purpose. and thank you God for the results. i'm sure you have better plans for me. :)

things couldn't always go my way. or else perfect na ko. =P

who would have thought.

2007-05-17T22:45:00.000-07:00

i remember summer '05. i remember going to school everyday for diliman access and ccp practices. i remember dancing and then solving math and physics problems day after day. i remember the room, red man, the booklets, the director, the song.

then i remember nikolai. the ideal teacher girls would goooooo crazy at. ideal body, ideal face, ideal brain, ideal teeth, ideal height, just the, you know... ideal guy. (grabe sana HINDI siya mapadpad dito sa blog ko! hahaha.)

i remember the girls going wild and falling head over heels for him. hahahaha. si beth ang no.1 sa listahan. naaalala ko pinag agawan pa namin ni nelia yung piece ng chalk na nalaglag sa ilalim ng mga chair namin nung naging teacher namin siya. tapos si mara or si paula (can't remember exactly) yung nagswitch pa ng rooms just to see him share his passion...rocks. then, nung end na nung review classes, lahat ata kami my picture taken with him. gad. ano nalang kaya ang nasa isip nung lalaking yun pag naaalala niya kami. (or not...)

pathetic. pathetic us. hahahaha.

i had forgotten already na na-add ko pala siya sa friendster ko (pathetic ngaaa). and just a few minutes ago, yung profile niya yung recently updated na naka feature sa home page ng friendster ko.

i then remembered how beautiful nikolai is nga naman.

i browsed his page and looked at his photos. the beach the abs the abs the abs (well you get it.) tapos naka post dun yung highschool grad pic niya. and you would never imagine na someone like that boy in the picture would be that someone like nikolai right now.

people change.

that is why stereo typing should not exist.

geeks can be jocks. cheerleaders can be brainy. a loser can be idolized and praised and adored.

naisip ko lang gawing example si sir nikolai. i hope i will not be arrested or something for writing about him (HAHA.) naisipan ko siyang gawing example because he is real, not scripted.

i wanted the people who are insecure, who are hurting, who are being discriminated to be not afraid to stand up higher. defy the standards and limitations set by our cruel society. do not be afraid to go a little further. to step a bit higher. to say something louder.

pare-pareho lang tayong mga nilalang na ginawa ni God. this issue goes out to almost all that is happening in our world right now. diba? when you think about it, may connection naman talaga eh. i am not planning to start a revolt against whatever. all im saying is that we are entitled to be anyone we want to be. no labels.

ako ,im pretty sure i'm being labeled with something i do not want. hindi ako plastic para hindi maapektuhan. siyempre nakakainis yun. pero heck, move on!

this post is like sooooooooooooo mahaba na. and i think may point na naman ata yung mga sinabi ko. so tatapusin ko na, sir nikolai thank you for the inspiration. for one night you had been to light to one dark soul. :)

para sa lahat. do not be afraid to talk, act, care, love, LIVE the way YOU want. pwedeng ikaw yung loser dati na laging taya pero ngayon big time ka ng business man. pwedeng ikaw yung matalinong valedictorian pero single mom at 19 (oi pero wag ganun masama yun). pwedeng ikaw yung madaldal pero nun na ngayon.

people change.

be not afraid.

defy.

and fly...

eleksyon '07

2007-05-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

this is the moment.

eleksyon na!

bumoto ng wasto.
magmasid ng todo.
wag magpapatalo.
labanan mga trapo!

camown.. pwede! :))

sana wala ng dugong dumanak pa ngayong araw na toh.

God bless our nation. bless our people.

ayoko na!

2007-05-10T21:20:00.000-07:00

super ngarag. super wasted. super stressed.

kung nasa loob ako ng big brother house ngayon sa ganitong pakiramdam, yan siguro yung paulit-ulit kung sasabihin.

"hay wasted."

i guess i'm not a writer after all.

2007-05-10T00:59:00.000-07:00

i just can't understand why i can't blog.

ok, i sounded stupid on that one. haha.

i've been enjoying blog hopping for a really looooooong time now. and every time i try to start something with my own blog, i always, always, always end up with nothing (the exaggeration's really true). it's really frustrating. i have always been in looove with writing. i have always liked words, english, grammar, literature, sentence patterns (that s-tv-do thing. HAHA), novels, essays, something papers.

but somehow, everytime i try to blog i always end up with nothing. *sad face*

maybe being in looove with writing isn't enough. i want/wanted to blog because i want to inspire, to talk about love, life and living it up up up. i want to be that someone who made the difference. i want to be that someone who has sense. i want to be that someone who cares.
i want to be that someone. the super someone.

and it is probably never too late.

i could try.
i could fail.
i could try again.
i could give up.

but i just really wanted to prove to myself that somewhere beneath me is a girl who dreams, who lives, who believes in something real. and it is for me to know what is that 'real.'

i guess i'm not a writer after all.

but i could be the storyteller of the untold story of... "my life."

happy holidays.

2006-12-21T21:32:00.000-08:00

YES I'M FINALLY HOME!!! =)

i super enjoyed my last week in the year 2006 in uplb!

thanks to kit's birthday celebration and
kar and ro's (and tracky as well) visit in lb!

yeehheeeyyyy.

karen sana sa elbi ka nalang din! =(

haha. nagdrama effect daw ba. =P sana maulit ulit. at sana makasama naman si paula fae para mabuo naman kaming up friends. haha. basta love that campus tour and nothing compares being with my seton friends talaga. love our pictorials! =)

***

2 more simbang gabi + noche buena = CHRISTMAS!

can't wait for gensan's christmas party at riel's house. yipeeee.

to all, have a meaningful christmas celebration! =)
and may the spirit of Christ be with you all in this merry season!

PEACE ON EARTH!
spread the l-o-v-e.