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September was such a blur.


I haven't really updated this blog with anything that has been happening/had happened in my life for Septacular September. i don't know where to start and i don't want to know yet how it is going to end.

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alas kwatro ng umaga.

nag aantay.
nag iisip.
tulala.
nag tatanong.
nag tataka.
nasasaktan.
umaasa.
nangangarap.
inaantok.
kape.
libro.
telepono.
musika.
binabalikan ang nakaraan.
iniiwasan ang kapalaran.
tinatakbuhan ang katotohanan.
nabubuhay.namamatay.
lulubog.lilitaw.
lahat din pala'y lilisan.

alas kwatro ng umaga.

At bakit tumutugtog yung theme song kong kinanta ni say alonzo? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. hindi, ex theme song pala. hindi na pala ako aasa. hindi na.

huwag hanapin ang pag-ibig, ito'y darating, ito'y darating sayo.
CHEESIEST LINE EVER PARE. hahahaha.

i'll be okay. i should be okay. :)

i can't actually put into words how i'm feeling right now. kaya ito, nakiki buhay sa mga buhay ng iba at lyrics ng kanta. hahaha.

basta. i'll be okay. at grabe na talaga ang mga background music ko ah.

i can't say goodbye. i'll never say goodbye.

"Three Cheers For Five Years"
Mayday Parade

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to

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i'm sorry my love would never be enough.
:'(