lipad lang pare!

im in my first year in college still wala pa ring direksyon ang buhay ko. hahaha.

i really wanted to be a doctor. kamusta naman econ ang course ko. hahaha. pero part of me wants to become a lawyer na rin. minsan nga comm arts pa. psych. can i just study for the rest oy my life? hahaha. gusto ko sa field na talagang magaling ako. pero heck, i have no idea where i truly belong.

i have 3 options.. actually nung una 4 pero wala tanggal na ung isa. hahahaha.

1st.. stay in lb and mag shift ng course next year sa bio. (atleast pre-med pa rin yun.)
2nd..lipat campus sa up manila. then shift pa ng course. and then hanggang med proper dun na talaga ako.
3rd.. lipat diliman naman. pero i'll stick to my course na econ. out of the three parang ito yung pinakamalabo because of my grades in math17 and hopefully maabot ko ang math36. hahaha.

i really really dont know. as in. ok na ako sa lb ngayon. i mean i super like my friends, yung comfort na doon lang yung apartment mo, i like the feel of the whole place. im starting to feel right at home na sa lb. kahit pa sabihin ng iba na lb lang yun. excuse me, up ako ikaw?=P pero yung mag shift ng course, kaya ba ng grades ko? hahaha. tortured na ako sa math parang pag nagshift ako wala lang nagpaka hirap lang ako mag math no use then. hayyy.

pag nag shift naman ako sa manila, bagong adjustments na naman. i hate changes. i hate leaving behind something i've gotten used to. pero kung med talaga ako, mas ok na ako dun. at least up manila un. 97% ung passing nila sa medicine. hahahaha. pati im back in manila. im back in the city.

right now, i just have to freakin' deal with math. yun lang naman talaga yung problema. madali lang naman magdecide basta ok yung grades ko. im calling out all the saints and angels in heaven to help me survive math. and hopefully from there, i'd be able to decide where im going to head.

comment kayo kung ano dapat kung gawin ha? hahahahaha. =)