Thursday, May 17, 2007
who would have thought.
i remember summer '05. i remember going to school everyday for diliman access and ccp practices. i remember dancing and then solving math and physics problems day after day. i remember the room, red man, the booklets, the director, the song.
then i remember nikolai. the ideal teacher girls would goooooo crazy at. ideal body, ideal face, ideal brain, ideal teeth, ideal height, just the, you know... ideal guy. (grabe sana HINDI siya mapadpad dito sa blog ko! hahaha.)
i remember the girls going wild and falling head over heels for him. hahahaha. si beth ang no.1 sa listahan. naaalala ko pinag agawan pa namin ni nelia yung piece ng chalk na nalaglag sa ilalim ng mga chair namin nung naging teacher namin siya. tapos si mara or si paula (can't remember exactly) yung nagswitch pa ng rooms just to see him share his passion...rocks. then, nung end na nung review classes, lahat ata kami my picture taken with him. gad. ano nalang kaya ang nasa isip nung lalaking yun pag naaalala niya kami. (or not...)
pathetic. pathetic us. hahahaha.
i had forgotten already na na-add ko pala siya sa friendster ko (pathetic ngaaa). and just a few minutes ago, yung profile niya yung recently updated na naka feature sa home page ng friendster ko.
i then remembered how beautiful nikolai is nga naman.
i browsed his page and looked at his photos. the beach the abs the abs the abs (well you get it.) tapos naka post dun yung highschool grad pic niya. and you would never imagine na someone like that boy in the picture would be that someone like nikolai right now.
people change.
that is why stereo typing should not exist.
geeks can be jocks. cheerleaders can be brainy. a loser can be idolized and praised and adored.
naisip ko lang gawing example si sir nikolai. i hope i will not be arrested or something for writing about him (HAHA.) naisipan ko siyang gawing example because he is real, not scripted.
i wanted the people who are insecure, who are hurting, who are being discriminated to be not afraid to stand up higher. defy the standards and limitations set by our cruel society. do not be afraid to go a little further. to step a bit higher. to say something louder.
pare-pareho lang tayong mga nilalang na ginawa ni God. this issue goes out to almost all that is happening in our world right now. diba? when you think about it, may connection naman talaga eh. i am not planning to start a revolt against whatever. all im saying is that we are entitled to be anyone we want to be. no labels.
ako ,im pretty sure i'm being labeled with something i do not want. hindi ako plastic para hindi maapektuhan. siyempre nakakainis yun. pero heck, move on!
this post is like sooooooooooooo mahaba na. and i think may point na naman ata yung mga sinabi ko. so tatapusin ko na, sir nikolai thank you for the inspiration. for one night you had been to light to one dark soul. :)
para sa lahat. do not be afraid to talk, act, care, love, LIVE the way YOU want. pwedeng ikaw yung loser dati na laging taya pero ngayon big time ka ng business man. pwedeng ikaw yung matalinong valedictorian pero single mom at 19 (oi pero wag ganun masama yun). pwedeng ikaw yung madaldal pero nun na ngayon.
people change.
be not afraid.
defy.
and fly...
then i remember nikolai. the ideal teacher girls would goooooo crazy at. ideal body, ideal face, ideal brain, ideal teeth, ideal height, just the, you know... ideal guy. (grabe sana HINDI siya mapadpad dito sa blog ko! hahaha.)
i remember the girls going wild and falling head over heels for him. hahahaha. si beth ang no.1 sa listahan. naaalala ko pinag agawan pa namin ni nelia yung piece ng chalk na nalaglag sa ilalim ng mga chair namin nung naging teacher namin siya. tapos si mara or si paula (can't remember exactly) yung nagswitch pa ng rooms just to see him share his passion...rocks. then, nung end na nung review classes, lahat ata kami my picture taken with him. gad. ano nalang kaya ang nasa isip nung lalaking yun pag naaalala niya kami. (or not...)
pathetic. pathetic us. hahahaha.
i had forgotten already na na-add ko pala siya sa friendster ko (pathetic ngaaa). and just a few minutes ago, yung profile niya yung recently updated na naka feature sa home page ng friendster ko.
i then remembered how beautiful nikolai is nga naman.
i browsed his page and looked at his photos. the beach the abs the abs the abs (well you get it.) tapos naka post dun yung highschool grad pic niya. and you would never imagine na someone like that boy in the picture would be that someone like nikolai right now.
people change.
that is why stereo typing should not exist.
geeks can be jocks. cheerleaders can be brainy. a loser can be idolized and praised and adored.
naisip ko lang gawing example si sir nikolai. i hope i will not be arrested or something for writing about him (HAHA.) naisipan ko siyang gawing example because he is real, not scripted.
i wanted the people who are insecure, who are hurting, who are being discriminated to be not afraid to stand up higher. defy the standards and limitations set by our cruel society. do not be afraid to go a little further. to step a bit higher. to say something louder.
pare-pareho lang tayong mga nilalang na ginawa ni God. this issue goes out to almost all that is happening in our world right now. diba? when you think about it, may connection naman talaga eh. i am not planning to start a revolt against whatever. all im saying is that we are entitled to be anyone we want to be. no labels.
ako ,im pretty sure i'm being labeled with something i do not want. hindi ako plastic para hindi maapektuhan. siyempre nakakainis yun. pero heck, move on!
this post is like sooooooooooooo mahaba na. and i think may point na naman ata yung mga sinabi ko. so tatapusin ko na, sir nikolai thank you for the inspiration. for one night you had been to light to one dark soul. :)
para sa lahat. do not be afraid to talk, act, care, love, LIVE the way YOU want. pwedeng ikaw yung loser dati na laging taya pero ngayon big time ka ng business man. pwedeng ikaw yung matalinong valedictorian pero single mom at 19 (oi pero wag ganun masama yun). pwedeng ikaw yung madaldal pero nun na ngayon.
people change.
be not afraid.
defy.
and fly...
// posted by ♥ selle_anne ♥ @ 10:45 PM 
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ako yun ako yun! HAHAHAHA. shiyet. kakakwento ko lang nito kay nikko.. kung pano natin pinagkaguluhan ang mga... BATO!:))
uy alam mo ba may tsismis ako tungkol sa kanya. ayoko i broadcast eh baka akalaing stalker ako. basta. hahahahahahaha. labo.
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